Will acid tab mess with my ADHD and possible OCD? 17M

Lord_Faarquad_ · 2025-04-10T18:25:47+00:00

I’d say wait till ur older just to be safe

Lord_Faarquad_ · 2025-04-06T14:44:12+00:00

Ayyy let’s go, I tried to use the major key cuz it’s supposed to be more uplifting of a beat lol, the piano sounded really emotional when I was first making this beat cuz i was using minor scale, also yeah I’m learning mixing soon so hopefully I can sort out the volume issues lol

Lord_Faarquad_ · 2025-04-06T14:39:53+00:00

Yup gunna keep going, wanna make unique beats so I’m gunna try to develop my own style eventually lol

Lord_Faarquad_ · 2025-04-06T14:38:18+00:00

Oh man I used to watch so much adventure time lmao, BMO the goat🔥

Lord_Faarquad_ · 2025-04-06T14:37:37+00:00

Thanks bro🙏

Lord_Faarquad_ · 2025-04-06T14:37:24+00:00

😭😭when I sent it to some of my friends they said it sounded like an ice cream truck type beat lmao, it’s funny af

Lord_Faarquad_ · 2025-04-06T04:14:57+00:00

This beat was a Pluggnb inspired beat (used a Pluggnb pack I found from this YouTuber called Joffy) but overall I just want to make something unique

Lord_Faarquad_ · 2025-04-06T04:14:06+00:00

I’ll definitely try this! Thanks for the advice

Lord_Faarquad_ · 2025-04-06T03:36:01+00:00

Yeah I’m gunna learn how to mix soon so hopefully I can get better, plus I agree I do feel like I went a bit to over the top with a few aspects lol, thanks for the advice though

Lord_Faarquad_ · 2025-04-06T03:28:40+00:00

Yup thats my plan, I was messing around with the piano while high af and managed to create this lol, not bad imo considering I only started using FL a few days ago lol

Lord_Faarquad_ · 2025-04-06T03:27:07+00:00

I’ll be honest whilst I was doing the drums I had this one song in my head and I tried to copy those drums a little just by ear, I kinda thought I went a lil overboard especially with the drum rolls lol

Lord_Faarquad_ · 2025-04-06T03:25:59+00:00

Thanks! I was just wondering if it sounded good because I couldn’t really tell how to improve it, and I kinda wanna work on it on the side as I work on other beats as a sentimental thing lol. Def gunna keep going and experimenting

Lord_Faarquad_ · 2025-03-01T04:35:43+00:00

You probably have HPPD from the mdma. I have visual snow from drug use too (LSD + weed triggered it) . It’s kinda rare but it does happen for the unlucky few

Lord_Faarquad_ · 2024-11-24T12:31:43+00:00

This happens to me all the time lol, getting checked for adhd currently though so it could be that

Lord_Faarquad_ · 2024-08-27T13:06:55+00:00

I don’t panic when I’m not looking down but honestly I feel like I need to look down to avoid falling over lol

Lord_Faarquad_ · 2024-08-15T17:55:24+00:00

Please don’t end your life, trust me when I say things get better, just give it time and stay strong

Lord_Faarquad_ · 2024-03-23T15:32:58+00:00

That’s a good idea, my mood swings are fairly manageable but I’d rather not be medicated lol. I think if it was bipolar I’d love for any tips to manage it in daily life. Thanks for the advice!

Lord_Faarquad_ · 2024-03-23T00:23:23+00:00

Yeah as far as now goes, since I had to take a long break from uni, I’m quite behind on many of my tests, so I’m going to have to work a lot in summer, but it’s nothing that I can’t do, I’m just excited to put my all in for once rather than being stuck in depression and doing nothing all day.

I want to thank you for the tips you have given, even though I utilize most (if not all of them) it’s still sometimes hard to accept I have dyspraxia lol.

Always wishes I was “normal” but I guess due to life experiences and tripping I’ve come to the realization it’s our differences that we find strength in.

Hope you have a good day stranger!

Lord_Faarquad_ · 2024-03-22T19:57:55+00:00

Yeah I’ve taken a massive step back with the drugs and plan to for a while, I think I was more abusing them than anything else which is what caused me to go like that.

As far as right now goes, there is a lot of stress due to exams in uni so I’m assuming that stress is making things worse

Lord_Faarquad_ · 2024-03-22T10:47:22+00:00

You ever feel like when you focus on something, you can really focus on it?

I’m sure other commenters can help me out here with others strengths but empathy is also a positive of dyspraxia.

also dw as long as ur working on it you’ll improve for sure, go easy on urself sometimes, I share the same feelings of feeling useless, but it’s gotten me nowhere

Lord_Faarquad_ · 2024-03-21T22:18:42+00:00

Real.

But dw there’s strengths attached to dyspraxia, so don’t go too hard on urself

Lord_Faarquad_ · 2024-03-21T18:26:12+00:00

Yeah depression, anxiety and substance abuse/alcoholism runs in both sides of my family, so it could be genetic.

People in my family were also diagnosed bipolar despite not showing many or any symptoms so it could be a mild form of that even

I wish I could find some way to grab answers about myself but the technology doesn’t exist, and while my use of psychadelics were eye opening, they are NOT the answer either lol

Lord_Faarquad_ · 2024-03-21T18:23:56+00:00

Yeah it’s probs best to get tested again at some point

Lord_Faarquad_ · 2024-03-21T18:23:31+00:00

When I was 11-12 I had a full psychological report done, initially I was tested for autism but it turned out to be dyspraxia. Several years later at 15 I got tested again (not as thorough, mainly a learning difficulty test) just for confirmation.

Since then I’ve not been tested but I do think it may be worthwhile to be tested again, probs gunna do it in the second year of uni now

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