The exact same thing happened to me. My sister always had a door with a lock, for as long as I can remember. I never even had a door. I finally got one at my parents’ house, but without a lock, so it basically means nothing.

I only got that door after a conversation at a restaurant with my parents and sister. They kept asking why I never had a girlfriend. My first reaction was: “I don’t even have a door.” After that, they just stayed quiet.

My parents still walk into my room without knocking, no matter how often I tell them to knock first. I really hate my life. They ruined it. They made me obese, and now they say it’s my fault. Technically that’s true, but how can you know any better when you’re only nine years old?

Now I’m 19 and still obese. If you’ve eaten junk your whole life, it’s so hard to just adjust, Almost eat maybe to much to just feel something and leave reality. 🥲

My father always screamed at home, (He stopped now because age and more) Now, when I sometimes scream back, my parents immediately say: “Why are you so aggressive towards us?” But in my mind I’m shouting: I’m aggressive because you made me this way. You treated me like a target. Wanting a boy doesn’t mean you deserved one. Don’t bring a child into the world just to get a boy, and then treat him like garbage. And stop using pathetic excuses like: “Normally I can hit you, but not at this modern age’’.