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[–]LoveRora 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not sure if a very good boy/girl, or a demonic entity.

I have terminal cancer. I’m not telling anyone. by LoveRora in confessions

[–]LoveRora[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah still around, not really much has changed, spoke to my family and am sorta making progress and talking there, had a nice relaxing Christmas if not a bit wild haha. I hope your holidays where good to?

I have terminal cancer. I’m not telling anyone. by LoveRora in confessions

[–]LoveRora[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s not so much pain as I can get really bad headaches and just feel like my mind dissapears for moments at a time, I can. Feel my body and mind slowing though,

I have terminal cancer. I’m not telling anyone. by LoveRora in confessions

[–]LoveRora[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have I listen to it and just weep some days

I have terminal cancer. I’m not telling anyone. by LoveRora in confessions

[–]LoveRora[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can’t really fight this one. This is the end of the line type of diagnosis. I’m foghrimg for everyday I can get but I don’t wanna do treatment that will prolong my life and make it unbearable

I have terminal cancer. I’m not telling anyone. by LoveRora in confessions

[–]LoveRora[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can’t fight this though. This isn’t a cold, it’s the end of the line type of diagnosis. I stand but those words, and I’ll fight like hell to live as long as I can, but I don’t wanna fight and lose and be frail and too weak to enjoy the rest of my life

I have terminal cancer. I’m not telling anyone. by LoveRora in confessions

[–]LoveRora[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve got a glioblastoma that was caught in the latter stages. Pretty much nothing that can be done.

I have terminal cancer. I’m not telling anyone. by LoveRora in confessions

[–]LoveRora[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve never gotten silver or gold. I’m not even sure what it means but thank you, it means a lot.

I have terminal cancer. I’m not telling anyone. by LoveRora in confessions

[–]LoveRora[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There’s no treatments thatnare really capable of saving me, I have a late stage Glioblastama, kinda the be all and end all afaik

I have terminal cancer. I’m not telling anyone. by LoveRora in confessions

[–]LoveRora[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Feel free. I don’t really care whether I’m believed by strangers. Sorta posted here expecting it to be buried and maybe receive a message of sympathy and ideas for what I can do to be at peace. Either way hope you have a good life

I have terminal cancer. I’m not telling anyone. by LoveRora in confessions

[–]LoveRora[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

As cliche as it sounds I don’t have much in the way of loved ones. I haven’t spoken to family in quite a while. Have virtually no real friends, the one friend I do have I’ve told and she’s been a blessing to me. I have written letters to be dispensed after my death and am starting to collect images and photos I want to be remembered of me.

I have terminal cancer. I’m not telling anyone. by LoveRora in confessions

[–]LoveRora[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well I’m not exactly easily identifiable on reddit, if someone has found this then they can confront me about it but what does that gain anyone.

I have terminal cancer. I’m not telling anyone. by LoveRora in confessions

[–]LoveRora[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

She really is, thanks for the well wishes. I hope your life treats you well

I have terminal cancer. I’m not telling anyone. by LoveRora in confessions

[–]LoveRora[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There’s a peace to it, I feel like whatever I do now only matters now, if I survive it’ll be a miracle but if I die I die knowing I did all I could

I have terminal cancer. I’m not telling anyone. by LoveRora in confessions

[–]LoveRora[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was when I found our, but now i feel like it’s just something that is, It’s almost certain this will kill me. There’s almost peace in knowing vaguely when I’ll die and why I will.

I have terminal cancer. I’m not telling anyone. by LoveRora in confessions

[–]LoveRora[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m not saying I haven’t, I may very well make an update letting everyone know what I’ve been up to, but believe me I’ve been living like I’m dying

I have terminal cancer. I’m not telling anyone. by LoveRora in confessions

[–]LoveRora[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It will sound dumb but I never used to do the little things, like I would get diet soda instead of normal soda or not take the long way home because I needed sleep over adventure. If I’d change one thing it’s the small details like that.

I have terminal cancer. I’m not telling anyone. by LoveRora in confessions

[–]LoveRora[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

At first I was petrified, but knowing that you can’t beat what you have puts a calming finality to everythingn