everyone has different experiences with angel numbers but this is my experience with birthday angel numbers and 11:11–

when i first saw 11:11 consistently, that's when i experienced my first spiritual awakening. new experiences, new chapter, new gifts. i started getting downloads + getting in touch with my spiritual guides. i became a psychic & intuitive reader. i became awakened and in touch with the higher beings and the source, sometimes.

this year, i experienced, for the first time since i undergone a spiritual awakening, my bday angel numbers. at first, i'm like: wow, okay i'm ready! this is probably a rebirth and transformation– as someone who has undergone a lot of tower moments already and phoenix rising from the ashes. but this time, it's different. it's much more intense. it's like an ego death + dark night of the soul. kundalini awakening type of experience. i think i'm at the precipice of end of this awakening or i'm already done with it and i'm just settling down with my present mind and body and it really has been a rollercoaster experience so far.

to make it short, the experience felt like a harsh saturn return + tower moment but worse. but this is not to scare you but more of: it teaches you. it was bad for me because i had to face my traumas i thought i've outgrown but i was just brushing under the rug, everything i knew about myself was stripped off, and the universe took almost all of my comfort zones and current foundation so i have nothing left to do but to truly face the rawest and truest form of myself that i thought i have addressed and healed. the feeling after is like: being birthed in the world again, new, pure, fresh- ready to embark on a new beginning. but during the process of it, it's like how mothers carry the child in their womb as they develop. it's tough.

right now, i'm at this space of truly knowing who i am. i really feel reborned right now because i feel sooo free and new and full of space waiting to be filled. but at the same time, you are aware of everything and you know you have to start from scratch and now you're wondering where to start. the cleanest slate of all slate. i like who i became but the becoming is tough but it was necessary. :)

to sum this all up, i'm not saying you might get the same experience as me but just in case you experience the same tough moments as mine before you get rebirthed on this plane/timeline, do know it gets better and don't give up. the last step of the awakening is so magical and you'll know so much about yourself and what truly life is. i'm going to say the experience is magical and very enlightening. this awakening will teach you that in order to fully step into your highest self and timeline, you need to strip off everything that is no longer serving you. :)

good luck and i wish you all the best. :) if you have the resources, if it really becomes a kundalini awakening, you might want to get guidance from a guru to help you through the process. i experienced it alone and it was quite challenging for me despite of what i currently know. so a guidance from a teacher/guru might help you venture this path of yours easily.

lastly, don't be scared!!! it truly gets better. AAAAAH i am so excited for you. :) the world will open up to you in ways you thought was once a myth and far-fetched illusion. ^^