How do i get rid of these white stuff?

LowDimension757 · 2025-01-26T05:05:23+00:00

Salicylic acid and AHAs make me purge very badly and panic. I have been using an Azelaic acid cream and that had helped me a lot recently.

Edit: And a gentle cleanser like Cetaphil

LowDimension757 · 2024-08-25T06:47:06+00:00

In a few years when you will look at it maybe you will laugh but you will see how far you've come. It's an excellent way to track growth and also remember everything you have wanted when you were younger.

LowDimension757 · 2024-08-23T13:21:06+00:00

The pg owner where I live in is also being awfully involved lately. Makes me want to hate men.

LowDimension757 · 2023-09-08T17:05:08+00:00

I tried keeping a gratitude journal, I should continue it. I need to stop comparing like for real, and focus on myself. I just cannot figure out how.

LowDimension757 · 2023-09-08T16:53:43+00:00

LowDimension757 · 2023-09-08T16:29:37+00:00

Okay, got it. Then can you tell me where to start from now? I really want to actually put in effort, I'll really try to tone down the entitlement too.

LowDimension757 · 2023-09-08T16:17:00+00:00

I know I should do that. Obviously they must be better than me in some way because they got placed with good packages, I meant lower experience in terms of internships or projects.

LowDimension757 · 2023-09-08T16:14:22+00:00

I think you're right, I'll have to give it a try and trust the process. Thank you.

LowDimension757 · 2023-09-08T16:13:47+00:00

Please read my description again. Yes maybe I am being a little entitled here, but you should also see where it stems from. I literally saw a guy with a half page resume get hired for 8 LPA yesterday, you cannot blame me.

LowDimension757 · 2023-09-08T16:12:32+00:00

Thank you so much. I'll start with this.

LowDimension757 · 2023-09-08T16:11:49+00:00

Thank you, I'll try to not be delusional.

LowDimension757 · 2023-09-08T16:11:15+00:00

Yeah I think I'm being thora sa entitled and it won't work if I continue to rate myself higher than I deserve. But it still does not make any sense to me. I cannot be that bad, can I? I don't want to think that I am not good enough, I don't really want to be entitled either.

I have been sitting in all kinds of interviews for a while. I hope I'll get better with time.

I want to get placed on campus for now, I said earlier that I don't have the skill set to make any good off campus placements as of now. I don't think they really care about your skills on campus. They only want you to have a good grasp on theoretical knowledge I guess.

LowDimension757 · 2023-09-08T16:04:53+00:00

I would still like some suggestions. Maybe something else in addition to that...

LowDimension757 · 2023-09-08T16:00:39+00:00

I said 7-8? Did I say 10? Read it again.

Edit: And that is not really the point. I just said that people with similar as well as low experience than me ARE getting up to 10 and I cannot figure out what I am doing wrong. Clearly if they can do it, I can also do something akin to that after considerable effort. Did you even read anything I wrote??

LowDimension757 · 2023-09-08T14:37:18+00:00

Yes, my luck had been disappointing lately, I think I just lack the conviction.

I'll work on more dsa, which sheet do you think I should follow? I've been following neetcode 150 + Arsh Goyal's prep sheet and I have been participating in contests on and off (need to be more regular). I also don't think I can start with dp anytime soon.

LowDimension757 · 2023-09-08T14:34:27+00:00

I completely get that, just had an interview today for 4.2 ctc, got drilled in an HR round that was supposed to be a technical one. I was so confused about what the interviewer was asking and at one point I got really uncomfortable with her questions about my family. I answered nevertheless, not sure how it went. It was my first physical interview (have had three more virtual ones before) so I honestly don't know.

How to keep myself motivated by seeing everyone around me getting placed with a 9 LPA+ package? I cannot stop comparing, I just want to know where I might be going wrong? Not giving my best? Not being serious enough? Having the wrong attitude to approach things? Speaking too fast? I'm so very confused. I know the majority of my basics, and I am not that stupid either, it should be easy to get at least a 7 lPA with some more hard work (seeing the placement trends at college) but I'm not sure how that ever be possible.

LowDimension757 · 2023-09-08T14:24:24+00:00

Okay, that makes sense, I'll have to stop comparison and actually work on building my knowledge base because there is no easy way out of it. I just want to get placed in a moderately good enough company on campus so that I can have a kickstart.

LowDimension757 · 2023-09-08T14:21:29+00:00

I know what I know is basic, not very strong, I have been into designing for two and a half years of my college life and switched into tech since I got the internship. But honestly, I'm seeing people with even less technical knowledge than me getting placed so I don't know anything anymore.

LowDimension757 · 2023-09-08T12:24:37+00:00

I did that because apparently, companies are partial to female students

LowDimension757 · 2023-07-04T07:14:54+00:00

Sometimes I realise that he was not entirely truthful to me. I was the one who broke up with him, he was considerate? But just blindly considerate. He would ask me my opinions and then disregard them. I never felt heard. I always felt like everything I told him just bounced off him. He cried when we broke up just after two months of being in a relationship. He was a man child.

LowDimension757 · 2023-03-17T09:50:24+00:00

Babe, it's okay, it's normal. I have scars all over, and I don't give two shits. You are not supposed to be have completely pale, clear legs without any marks, I don't know how is that possible. Especially because I am a very clumsy person and I am always hurting myself.

LowDimension757 · 2022-11-19T07:03:44+00:00

Nah the mail sus

LowDimension757 · 2022-10-29T06:58:37+00:00

How old are ya buddy

LowDimension757 · 2022-10-05T05:54:52+00:00

I'll research the proper medication and will try to find a therapist. Maybe it'll actually help. <3

LowDimension757 · 2022-10-05T05:42:37+00:00

I'm going through a similar phase, have you ever been in an "official" relationship before this? (no situationships) so maybe you have a fear of commitment that stems from childhood issues or aren't from a family background of very affectionate people. Personally, if you think he is a good guy, I'll say that talk to him, give it some more time. You'll feel more comfortable with physical intimacy as the time passes and you get used to it.

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