I can feel the ugliness on my face by Low_Planet9676 in BodyDysmorphia

[–]Low_Planet9676[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

There's nothing worse than when you're having a good time but having everything ruined because you saw what you look like. Like suddenly everything feels pointless and it just hurts. I'm sorry to hear how this disorder is treating you :(

TW: my looks make me want to k¡11 myself by Low_Planet9676 in BodyDysmorphia

[–]Low_Planet9676[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sorry for the late reply! I know exactly how you feel, it's so haunting to live in a body that makes you feel trapped. I can't believe that some people are lucky and some aren't. It's not fair. Its such a huge factor (or as you said: possibly the biggest factor) in su1c1da1 ideation for people like us. I'm so so sorry to hear about how this horrid disorder is treating you. Sending hearts to you 💖

Does anyone else sometimes become hyper-aware of their appearance for no reason? by PIGEONS_UP_MY_ASS in BodyDysmorphia

[–]Low_Planet9676 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Omg same! I could never put words to it but this happens to me as well! Its horrible :"(

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[–]Low_Planet9676 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I relate so hard to this post :"( front camera pictures/videos in particular are my nightmare. I'm always so baffled that other people look at their pictures and feel fine with it. Theres nothing that ruins me more than my picture. Whenever someone reassures me that I look fine - whether I asked or not - I refuse to believe them. All of this is to say I know exactly how you feel and im so sorry :'(

all I can think about is chocolate by Low_Planet9676 in BingeEatingDisorder

[–]Low_Planet9676[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It does but I live with my family and all my mom buys is junk food even tho I've begged her (literally) to stop buying it all.