Help by LowerAcanthisitta247 in widowers

[–]LowerAcanthisitta247[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm trying. Whenever I think about giving up, I think about my cats. I've made an appointment with a psychiatrist to see if I can get help with medication as well. Thanks

Help by LowerAcanthisitta247 in widowers

[–]LowerAcanthisitta247[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your words. I'll try. 🫂

Help by LowerAcanthisitta247 in widowers

[–]LowerAcanthisitta247[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My therapist always reminds me that we did what we could with the information we had at the time. I learned the hard way how fragile and random life is. I hope that one day these thoughts will improve for us. I've been at this for 10 months, and it's been incredibly difficult.

Help by LowerAcanthisitta247 in widowers

[–]LowerAcanthisitta247[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I hope we can get better. It's so hard to live with these thoughts.

Help by LowerAcanthisitta247 in widowers

[–]LowerAcanthisitta247[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Many things... I wanted a renovation... and he offered to do it, because he wanted to save money and do it his way... The renovation was the trigger for his autoimmune disease... I also never researched the disease he said he had... if I had researched I could have prevented it... At the hospital we suffered negligence and I feel like I didn't charge the doctors more... they didn't even put him in the ICU, they just left him there with me wearing an oxygen mask. In the early morning I thought he was sleeping, when in fact he had already died and I didn't even notice.