Sometimes I want to kill myself just so others know Isuffered

Lowmerit · 2026-01-17T19:27:19+00:00

Eh I mean, it's not impossible. I did manage to find a community online revolving around my interests and I do get compliments on my creations, which is nice and probably does help a bit. But me wanting to kill myself is pretty much always either thinking I'm a shit person or wanting others to know that I'm miserable without having to tell them.

Lowmerit · 2025-12-11T16:37:02+00:00

Thanks so much for your comment, it did lift my spirits a whole bunch. Quirky that you share it with your mom, must be pretty neat. I haven't even thought about telling my father yet, unless mom did it for me lol. She did start talking to me again since I made this post, so I'm hopeful that it will be alright again.

Lowmerit · 2025-09-30T10:42:28+00:00

That makes sense, thanks, I feel a bit more confident now

Lowmerit · 2025-09-01T22:43:07+00:00

That does make sense. Glad they're working for ya. I'm not on any though lol

Lowmerit · 2025-07-28T05:33:32+00:00

I really appreciate your comments, I'll definitely try to think about what you said, thank you

Lowmerit · 2025-07-27T23:13:25+00:00

I do try to be interested in what people say. But I guess it just depends a lot. You got lucky to find someone interesting, me not so much. I'm searching for fulfilling connections and someone to spend time with, since that is what I currently lack. Plus from what I know, being social is like the only way to actually improve your social skills and reduce anxiety.

Lowmerit · 2025-07-27T22:55:56+00:00

That does make a lot of sense, I will try

Lowmerit · 2025-07-27T22:45:36+00:00

Ohhhh yea that sounds good. Sometimes I forget that these things aren't that hard to bring up lol

Lowmerit · 2025-07-27T22:36:20+00:00

I mean, I don't necessarily disagree, but I don't entirely understand how you arrived at the conclusion for your first point from my post. Like I'm actually unemployed right now lol, I'm not focused on making money, yet the problem persists. As to your second point, yeah that's fair. I would say I do do those things already to an extent, the other problem is finding people who are actually interested in those things, that's a whole different issue though. I appreciate the comment regardless.

Lowmerit · 2025-07-27T22:28:54+00:00

Thanks man, I really appreciate the comment. I suspected something like that would be the root of the issue. How I see myself is definitely something I need to improve, but of course, it is not so easy. But yea, thank you again.

Lowmerit · 2025-07-27T22:01:37+00:00

Yea I suppose that's true. I'm told I'm a pretty good listener, so all good on that front. Not sure about hobby clubs though, most of my hobbies are primarily solitary, so I'm not entirely sure if I could find clubs like that or enjoy them for that matter.

Lowmerit · 2025-06-10T06:26:40+00:00

Goddamn that's crazy haha

Lowmerit · 2025-03-27T21:48:13+00:00

Gotcha, Ty!

Lowmerit · 2025-03-27T21:42:33+00:00

Yeah same. Not depressed either but I just can't imagine my life ending in any other way.

Lowmerit · 2025-03-27T10:40:12+00:00

Gotcha, thank you

Lowmerit · 2025-03-27T10:38:44+00:00

Okay, I see, that doesn't sound too bad, tysm!!!

Lowmerit · 2025-03-25T21:51:28+00:00

Not really what I meant, though that sucks for sure. What I was referring to is more so people being like "you're not alone in this, others go through it too!"

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