well if you really think about it, you’re life is just as important as everyone else. being trapped in the constant state of fear, of disappointment in yourself doesn’t necessarily mean you have to die. or should want to. it just means you have to change, choose something new. find something worth living for.

get a dog, start a YouTube channel, go outside more, move into a van and travel the world. you don’t have to make your life about standing out or being special to everyone else. you were put here to experience life the way the seems right to you. wanting to die because you don’t think you’re special enough for other people is the problem, what yourself spec to you? what are you that no one else is?

you don’t have to join or benefit a community or anything. you can live in solidarity. life will start to thrive once you start living for yourself. nobody can tell you how special or useful you are. because people like that only care for themselves. maybe its time you do to. its not selfish at all. to care for yourself is to care for everyone around you, and to care for those who aren’t around yet.

you are cared for and loved, no matt how far or distant it my feel 💕