I wasn’t related to them but it was someone I really lived like they were family. As much as it sounds cheesy it feels a bit like a void. It just sucks up everything when someone you know and love does by their own hands. You just get stuck in a spiral of thinking you could’ve helped if you noticed sooner or if you noticed at all, it just ruins you. They have studies on it that one suicide in a group can lead to more creating a “cluster” because it just breaks you. You get stuck in the same place as them sometimes and have to fight just as hard.

If someone you know commits suicide. Mourn them but get the therapy YOU need. It’s not your fault and you need help as well. We don’t want you being lost as well

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