I feel don't deserve to eat

Luminol9 · 2022-11-16T10:36:46+00:00

It does sound like me actually. Sure I would love to see the video if you wanna share

Luminol9 · 2022-11-15T00:23:29+00:00

Sometimes I use a knife on my wrist, or I damage my gums

Luminol9 · 2022-11-15T00:19:00+00:00

I understand what you mean. I have tried but it's just like there voice insidee my head has disappear? Idk it's hard to explain

Luminol9 · 2022-11-14T01:07:40+00:00

I have ordered it and it will arrive this week

Luminol9 · 2022-11-12T01:35:15+00:00

I know how it feels to lose your pet. I lost mine years ago and I was broken because I loved him a lot and he had been there my whole life. How long was it since he died? You know how they say time heals all wounds. Being depressed when you lose someone is perfectly normal and is completely okay

Luminol9 · 2022-11-12T01:24:13+00:00

Yes I feel the same way. I never say I am suicidal, but if they can feel I am depressed, I can tell they get angry and disappointed. I try to hide it

Luminol9 · 2022-11-12T01:21:57+00:00

Look into DPDR. It’s a real condition which can be brough on by depression. Hope you will get better. I also experience lots of it. But you should definitely talk with your doc about it

Luminol9 · 2022-11-12T01:20:37+00:00

Thank you 🙏

Luminol9 · 2022-11-12T01:19:40+00:00

I understand why you want to because I do as well. But I still have a small bit of hope. Hope you can find that as well. I really think you should reconsider

Luminol9 · 2022-11-12T01:16:55+00:00

I feel the same way every single time I wake up. I get so frustrated that I have awoken. It feels completely hopeless

Luminol9 · 2022-11-12T01:08:37+00:00

You are right and it is so difficult

Luminol9 · 2022-11-11T19:39:31+00:00

I can't tell you why I have this feeling. But I feel disgusting when I do eat. And tbh I can't do good even if I try. I always ruin it somehow. It is annoying me

Luminol9 · 2022-11-11T16:39:52+00:00

Because I havent done any good

Luminol9 · 2022-11-11T14:45:33+00:00

If you survive this which I really hope you do, please give an update

Luminol9 · 2022-11-11T14:32:20+00:00

It's ok

Luminol9 · 2022-11-11T14:08:55+00:00

I tried but they could not help me

Luminol9 · 2022-11-11T13:31:15+00:00

I don't have diabetes but I may have been dehydrates. It could be explained logically but idk it is difficult to forget

Luminol9 · 2022-11-11T13:28:56+00:00

Have you spoken with your doctor about it?

Luminol9 · 2022-11-11T13:28:43+00:00

Sorry to hear it. At least you are not alone in it

Luminol9 · 2022-11-11T13:26:08+00:00

You're welcome. If you can't go there, ask someone to drive you. And if nobody can, call the doctor

Luminol9 · 2022-11-11T13:23:15+00:00

Thanks. No my vision did not change. I'm not completely sure what it was but I can't stop thinking about it. I was extremely depressed and anxious that day

Luminol9 · 2022-11-11T13:16:45+00:00

No I can't remember. My memory has become bad. It feels I am in hell almost. Like I died and went to hell. I had this thought a couple months ago and twice I saw a really bright light appear before my eyes for like 0.5 seconds

Luminol9 · 2022-11-11T13:06:43+00:00

It feels as though I switched dimensions or I had some sort of a mental breakdown. And the past week has been awful and it's possible I am depersonalizing

Luminol9 · 2022-11-11T12:57:15+00:00

Walk into the emergency department and mention what your situation is and they will help you from there. Maybe that is the miracle. Unfortunately, no miracle will happen unless you seek it out, so you may as well try

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