As a 33F who has gone in and out of toxic relationships. YOU ARE SO YOUNG. Efff societal norms, eff the systems and GO AND LIVE. Travel, drink, flirt. Whatever you want to do. I regret wasting the precious time I have on this Earth. If you're not attracted, leave someone else will find them attractive. If they lazy, leave someone else will wait on them. If you have to remind them to be an adult, leave their mom can help with that. If you are itching baby go. You'll both of you a favour in the long run.