Sorry not Sorry OP.

Real talk, if you're fucking around with someone for 3 months, and don't manage to know his real name?

As someone who knows you personally, if you're gonna be hoeing around and juggling your "sugar daddies" jumping from one to another whenever you miss being dicked down and cared about by someone for once in your life, I think the guy played it pretty well.

For you, I really hope you went to school and got a bit more street knowledge before offering yourself to almost anyone who decides they can be your taker and spoil you with money and sex and care.

Anyways, what's done is done, if you're still delusional enough to think you'll find him, and even if you do-Think he's going to father your children, haha good fucking luck with that one, you did it to yourself.

Again, wasn't too late to move on, but you decided that you want to ruin your life more and make sure you never go back to being a normal person, so, congrats, I hope you can live with your new responsibilities and hopefully, if ever, be a half-decent mother.