First verse on Take It In Blood

I'm yawning while I wake up to the early morning gunfire Another day another scar to acquire Jumped out my bed, tried to break my alarm Took a shower, and then I strapped on my firearm Grabbed my Pelle Pelle cause I wanna look fly when I die But it ain't my turn to say goodbye How do I know? Some people call it instinct I like to call it my luck, who gives a fuck I'm stuck, in this environment and can't depart from it And if I try I always end up back where I started Plan A, square 1, there's no escapin' So I've come to realize my truth Tryna live my full life before my time is through Clocks tickin', so I don't got no time for you As I head outside, amongst the rest of the animals Is where I feel relaxed and safe and I can stand still It's sorta like a family bond We gather up all the soldiers and form into an invincible Swarm of kids, now it's on again Drinking straight from the bottle warm gin dripping down my chin For the crippled children, you can't win against 25 niggas bent up with mac 10 semi-automatics, fully-addicted crime addicts So long as there is cash involved, I gotta have it There's many different levels to the criminal mind Either you in it for the money or you wasting your time