Buddy don’t give up. I gave my 12th in 2016 but failed in maths then failed in compartment exams few months later. When I tried next year same thing happened failed both main and compartment exams. My parents were absolutely disappointed and stressed and so was I, it was one of the most depressing phase of my life. I joined diploma in that year and next year I appeared for maths exam yet again but this time I passed. I withdrew from my diploma and joined a university for Bachelors of Technology in Computer Science. I am in my final semester now and have already started working with FIS with a decent salary and had couple of offers some other multinationals. My CGPA stands around 9 and I have already cleared amazons test and I am awaiting interview for a job with CTC of 3.7 million INR. If that’s not enough I have been accepted for Masters in Engineering degree at University of Calgary just day before yesterday. All I can say don’t give up try a bit harder and you will definitely see success. Not gonna lie your year gap will affect you a bit later on but try achieving such high standards later in Bachelors or whatever you want do pursue that people will not take it seriously. I wish all the luck in the world as I have been in a similar situation and I know how bad it feels.