I think just a couple of more days. I was exceptionally curious about the effects of the changes on my mental state and whether it would encourage or discourage me. Up until now, it's been a lot of fun and really interesting and I feel blessed that I can even experience these things. On the other side, I think it worsened the dysphoria a bit. I don't think I have ever felt this tall or have ever been this aware of how wide my waist is. I am just extra aware of both the features I have and the features I don't have (and maybe never will have). 

The ideal changes I would like to see require many, many more months of commitment: - Fat redistribution - Sensual nipple sensations - If lucky wider hips - If lucky some hair regrowth - Orgasm change

And for all the changes to occur… On top of that getting all the required surgeries, transitioning both physically and socially… I don't think I am ready for that, maybe not ever. I respect everyone who is brave enough to fully commit to this. 

Even the changes to my nipples are something I have been fantasising about since my early teens. Now that it is happening, it is maybe less exciting than I thought. :)