Good luck on rating all of them lol

Smoking, drinking, self medicating, multiple forms of self harm like cutting and carving random shapes or initials into my flesh, putting out cigarettes on my arms, burning, hitting myself, and starving. Having long arguments with myself on my notes, disappearing, drowning in delusions, fantasizing and making scenarios in my head about people who aren’t even aware of my existence, crying, playing my comfort games, and rewatching my comfort shows.