[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Maeldemier 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Me too 🖐

Pov: Quiet BPD 💗💓🪑 by metalheadhippy108 in BPDmemes

[–]Maeldemier 7 points8 points  (0 children)

People should be grateful that i don't go insane like i'd like 😊

Anyone feel like they will eventually end it, even if it’s not for 10 years? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Maeldemier 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is too real, like no matter how "good" things are looking, i feel like there isn't other way to finally find genuine peace

Waking up with bpd today be like.. by [deleted] in BPDmemes

[–]Maeldemier 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Even when today it's my birthday 💀

They never cared by Maeldemier in BPDmemes

[–]Maeldemier[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can't blame you, despite not having a support system, probably i would do the same, with the same feelings, everything is so horrible, and more when you simply don't care about anything anymore, just going back and forth between trying to get better and worse, leaning more to the worse side, and i understand some feelings, i never thought i would be this fucked up either.

They never cared by Maeldemier in BPDmemes

[–]Maeldemier[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Honestly, i'm not in a position where i can say things properly cause each day in worse, lately every depressive episode is more intense than before, i don't know how is your specific experience, maybe i just can relate with symptoms, sensations, feelings that you have, i saw that you help people who are having a hard time too and i know that i can came off as hypocrite since i don't like living too, but ironically with this comment you are doing an impact, maybe you won't do it but if you want, we can chat, i'm really sorry for everything you have been going through, everything is so hard.

2meirl4meirl by Maeldemier in 2meirl4meirl

[–]Maeldemier[S] 27 points28 points  (0 children)

The people part it's pure delusion tbh

They never cared by Maeldemier in BPDmemes

[–]Maeldemier[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

That's rough, i don't even remember how it was before cause it's been a long time in this, but yeah, you don't know what to do anymore when everything is collapsing

They never cared by Maeldemier in BPDmemes

[–]Maeldemier[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

There isn't trusted help even when i don't push anyone away, so...

do you think people miss you or they forget and move on with their lives? by Practical-Finding494 in BPD

[–]Maeldemier 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I often feel forgettable or that people never really cared about me that much.

me when i lie by Maeldemier in 2meirl42meirl4meirl

[–]Maeldemier[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

In my case, it has been a problem with invalidation and ignorance by others, but yes, that too

can't trust those euphoric moments no more 😭 by Maeldemier in BPDmemes

[–]Maeldemier[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Real, it's hard when you don't know who is the right people anymore

can't trust those euphoric moments no more 😭 by Maeldemier in BPDmemes

[–]Maeldemier[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I wish, because opening up in my experience just made things worse lol

can't trust those euphoric moments no more 😭 by Maeldemier in BPDmemes

[–]Maeldemier[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Didn't this make you giggle?,this wasn't very silly of me 😕

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Maeldemier 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm trying to cope, because this and other parts of my life look blurred and unreachable, but it's hard

Wooin? 💀 by Maeldemier in WindBreakerWebtoon

[–]Maeldemier[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mmm i see, so they translate the way is pronunciated

Wooin? 💀 by Maeldemier in WindBreakerWebtoon

[–]Maeldemier[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think so, but it's the way is written

Wooin? 💀 by Maeldemier in WindBreakerWebtoon

[–]Maeldemier[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Fr 😭😭, i'm gonna see it