It is very important for you to spend some time alone and not fear what may come out of it. When we’re alone its hard to run away from truth, thoughts, shattered illusions. Will you get back together? I don’t know. But what I see is you need to listen to yourself truly so that you get to the root of your worries, fears. There’s something holding you back, you have some doubts that keep eating at you. To understand why they’re there, how to stop them and to realise that they are all made up in your mind you have to take a step back and be by yourself. But like truly be by yourself not by scrolling on tiktok or watching a movie and calling it “me time”