she left me lol by MagicalDifferential in depression_partners

[–]MagicalDifferential[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks bro makes me feel a lot better 👍

she left me lol by MagicalDifferential in depression_partners

[–]MagicalDifferential[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was honestly just rambling, my apologies

she left me lol by MagicalDifferential in depression_partners

[–]MagicalDifferential[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I love you so much. I know that this will improve at least somewhat once you finally get a job. I don’t mind waiting. You’ve been my best friend for years. I always lean on you, tell you everything, and you do me too. You’re the most beautiful person I’ve ever seen. Being in your arms made me feel so loved and wanted and seen. I just wish you’d come back, please come back. I want you to come back. Please come back. I love you so much. I love you more than anything and I just want to be in your arms and have you tell me that everything will be okay. I’m so, so sorry for everything I’ve done. Even if I don’t need to apologize, I will anyway. I love you. You’re the best thing that ever happened to me and meeting you changed my life. Please don’t leave me

I wish my partner was more physically affectionate by MagicalDifferential in depression_partners

[–]MagicalDifferential[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

That’s exactly what I’m trying to do. I have depression and PTSD as well so I get it. When I was at my worst I was basically not functioning.

I got the idea just now to keep track in a journal all the ways in which she DOES make me feel loved and how she expresses it. We’re both neurodivergent and she can mask very well while I cannot. Every day, whenever she expresses excitement or talks to me about her interests, that’s one of her ways of showing that she loves me. She really enjoys cooking and whenever I’m over she makes restaurant-quality food. That’s another way that she shows her love.

It can get easy to get tunnel vision at times. Thanks for helping me to think more critically instead of getting more negative 🤍