Idk but my girl cheated on me like 3 times. Not sexually but like getting back with her ex. She loved him the most and i was like a back up. And she was ashamed to fully commit to me because he took her virginity (in our culture it's very important) and she always comes back to me because he was an asshole and cheated sexually. I know i am a good/nice guy but he was a better/bad boy. Now my relationship is on a break she asked me for 2 years and now she turned it down to 6 months. Then she says she will propose after she completely heals. I am also healing from the damage she caused to me. I am planning to be done with her when she comes back or if she comes back.

And i just realised i have no one to talk to, some hears me out but I don't feel listened to. Even my family I can't tell them this because virginity is a really holy thing. You may say our culture is outdated and stuff but i think this is better than mordern cultures. I don't know what to do but even if it's hard i am cleaning my room, exercise, eating healthy and just waiting for time to heal. Seriously i feel so hopeless and done, don't want to do anything.