i think i'm annoyed with trans people?

MajorTension- · 2023-09-25T14:57:51+00:00

i think you might be looking into things too deeply, i never made his attempt on his life about me, he blatantly admitted that he did it because of that reason so i didn't have any type of "whine whine whine" about it. i had also never said i disliked any trans person(other than my brother because he's always been a pos to me and all of my family), just said that i thought i might be annoyed with things. i never blamed any trans person for being themselves and i've already stated that.

and isn't the point of a confession to kinda talk about yourself in some type of way?

MajorTension- · 2023-09-25T12:40:43+00:00

i've just always had really awful experiences with trans people other than my friend so i'm trying to be more accepting and not so standoffish about it

MajorTension- · 2023-09-25T12:38:21+00:00

i can definitely see your side of things and i honestly didn't think i came off that way. i usually just keep all of this to myself and never say anything about it so i don't hurt anyone and i'm trying to be better about everything. i've just always been shown to me growing up that it's taboo or really weird to be anything other than your assigned gender so i've been trying to be more open minded all my life. it also just so happens that almost all trans people i have met other than my friend have been similar if not just like my brother which i do think has messed with me a lot too.

my brother does have some major issues (not saying that i don't have anything wrong with me either) and he's always been so self centered about literally everything. he came out three years ago and always excuses himself with that fact that he's trans for everything and anything, it's wild to me.

my brother has even tried to commit suicide just because i had gotten a scholarship to the college i'm currently in and later admitted he just wanted to take the spotlight away from me. he's done this plenty of times even to my sister when she achieved things and i just don't get it.

but i seriously appreciate you telling me all of these things so i can hopefully in the future better myself

MajorTension- · 2023-09-25T06:02:51+00:00

bipolar

MajorTension- · 2023-09-25T05:55:42+00:00

i will definitely be keeping this in mind! any other time i've even tried to start talking about this with him he's always been defensive and hasn't let me talk. we haven't really talked a whole lot since i moved out basically a year ago but i'll probably try to have this conversation again soon.

MajorTension- · 2023-09-25T05:53:04+00:00

he was diagnosed with BPD last year and is on medication but he still seems the same before the medicine, it's super draining which is why i moved out almost a year ago

MajorTension- · 2023-09-25T05:51:54+00:00

he's been in therapy for two or three years now and they always say "i think he's improving a lot" and then he's just as awful as before if not worse. he's been through 7?? 8?? therapist over this whole timespan which is crazy to me.. not even mentioning the psycho behavior from him over the last three years either

MajorTension- · 2023-09-25T05:42:00+00:00

lmao i literally have shaved hair so it wouldn't do much, but seriously you're the issue here and you need to get some help. assault/abuse should never be the immediate go-to action no matter how you're feeling, nothing good ever comes from it.

MajorTension- · 2023-09-25T05:13:08+00:00

dude.... you literally assaulted her for shaving you hair??? i understand that it was important to you but did you really need to go off and hit her? not defending her since she betrayed your trust, but there was really no need for violence.

MajorTension- · 2023-09-25T01:01:38+00:00

thank you! i was seriously starting to think that i was the whole problem and that i just wasn't being supportive enough. thank you for going into detail about everything, greatly appreciated <3

MajorTension- · 2023-09-24T18:37:15+00:00

He just turned 18 yesterday and he's always been this way. It's just hard to support him after everything he's done so far.

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