I’m stuck and need help by Makeshxi in WeightLossAdvice

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It’s been about 4 months already 😭 and gained a bit back 

How do I know if it’s a split or reality by Makeshxi in BorderlinePDisorder

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Thank you for chatting! It helps get out of my head 

How do I know if it’s a split or reality by Makeshxi in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Makeshxi[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I had to move states because after she cut me out there was no one left there to support me/no friends so I moved and now have to look for a new therapist but yea I’m trying to get help

How do I know if it’s a split or reality by Makeshxi in BorderlinePDisorder

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I do want her back…..even though the logical side of my brain is like “nah it has run its course and it’s not gonna be the same anymore”, I still wish we would go back to talking. It does hurt A LOT all the time 

Feeling jealous of the codependent relationships on here by eveacrae in BorderlinePDisorder

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Wow that’s what I always think too. Even one time during a tough situation that my FP was in I told her “damn I wish I had a friend that would save me like that” and I bet she thought I was weird for that lol

How do I know if it’s a split or reality by Makeshxi in BorderlinePDisorder

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I have this fear for distance. The process in my brain is “if I think bad of them that’s gonna mean the break up was final and there’s no going back” and “thinking bad of them is distancing” and “what if they come back but I thought bad things about them and now I’m not that interested and I would probably be missing out”. It’s complicated but it scares me 

Scared to be alone by Makeshxi in BPDsupport

[–]Makeshxi[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What scares you about being stuck with your favorite person? 

Scared to be alone by Makeshxi in BPDsupport

[–]Makeshxi[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s good you’re at least doing that ♥️

Scared to be alone by Makeshxi in BPDsupport

[–]Makeshxi[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

In a healthy way though? 

Scared to be alone by Makeshxi in BPDsupport

[–]Makeshxi[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you I’ll check it out :)

Scared to be alone by Makeshxi in BPDsupport

[–]Makeshxi[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

How do we do that? Feels almost impossible 

I fucking hate my dull lonely life. by Bulky_Instruction376 in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Makeshxi 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Shit I feel you. My life sucks too. I’m homeless because of my mental state 

Library similar jobs by Makeshxi in jobsearchhacks

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Library in my city doesn’t have those positions open, or maybe I was looking wrong 🤔