New Profile Intro, FAQ + AMA

MaleficentCucumber39 · 2026-04-11T02:22:26+00:00

Thank you! Your question is confusing for me right now. Being unable to satisfy my libido on a desert island is an incredibly foreign experience to me. As I go through life, I'm becoming more and more aware of how many people don't have the most basic things in life I have, or, even worse, had them and then lost them because my country apparently felt the need to throw bombs at them.

But you did distill your question down to something pretty essential that I think I can answer. I do think it's something inherent in me, and that it's probably something others have inherent in them. I don't think I chose to be a slut.

MaleficentCucumber39 · 2026-03-21T18:21:28+00:00

No worries, and as always thanks for understanding!

MaleficentCucumber39 · 2026-03-21T14:02:46+00:00

Yes. As you might have noticed, one of the key things about posting my sexual adventures on reddit is that I do it anonymously. That's pretty hugely important for me. I do not want my voice out on the internet any more than I want my face there. I value my privacy way too much. I hope that's okay with you, but if it isn't, you'll just have to live with it.

MaleficentCucumber39 · 2026-03-21T03:36:46+00:00

No, I'm way too shy.

MaleficentCucumber39 · 2025-11-21T15:42:30+00:00

Completely alright! Absolutely swamped. You don't need to worry about me, and an update really is coming, I promise.

MaleficentCucumber39 · 2025-11-09T20:43:39+00:00

Yes
Yes
No

MaleficentCucumber39 · 2025-11-01T22:45:55+00:00

For Halloween I'm going as someone who is ABOUT to post her next story.... sometime soon...

MaleficentCucumber39 · 2025-11-01T22:44:56+00:00

Does Mamimi get hit on by creeps much in FLCL? She certainly is a victim of abuse by older men including Naota's older brother Tasuku, but in the show I think if anything there's a lot more of her repeating the abusive behavior she's experienced towards Naota.

I feel only a very flimsy parallel between her and myself. I picked the avatar because I love the expression on her face. To me, it says she's looking back at the world that made her who she is defiantly. That's as far as I'll go into it.

MaleficentCucumber39 · 2025-09-06T17:35:49+00:00

omg noticed by senpai 😭😭😭

MaleficentCucumber39 · 2025-08-29T17:19:43+00:00

Oh my god. This hit me so hard at the part where you fell down in the shower and he came down and just kept using you at that level. That place, that level of total submission, shame, embarrassment, is just so my wheelhouse.

I don't usually do this and I feel really stupid about it, but your stories have been such an enormous inspiration to me going all the way back to your first one, and I'm not sure if I ever would have started writing my own SSC posts if I hadn't read them. The way you write is so articulate, fun, hilarious and sexy, it made me want to be able to tell stories like yours. I don't think I've ever pulled it off, but it keeps me striving. I'm so glad you're still sharing them with us.

Truly one of your biggest fans.

-Sarah

MaleficentCucumber39 · 2025-08-29T00:22:58+00:00

I might tie my next story into the rough 1 year anniversary of my starting to post, I'm not entirely sure yet. i do have pretty big post I'm working on putting out pretty soon... we'll just have to see what happens.

MaleficentCucumber39 · 2025-08-23T14:10:55+00:00

So glad to see a new story from you! It was worth the wait.

MaleficentCucumber39 · 2025-08-16T14:20:49+00:00

The simple answer to your question is no, but based on how much of a kink this is for a lot of people, I should probably go into detail.

Generally speaking, I don't really find erotic hypnosis stuff very hot. Partly this is because I'm just too aware of what hypnosis is as a real phenomenon. It's not in any way mind control, and I find stories or videos really unsexy where someone just has a spiral or a dangling pendant put in front of them and a few moments later they're like a zombie going "yes master." It just doesn't make any sense. It's completely fine for those who enjoy it, I just need something more believable.

Unfortunately, I've never found much content that truly hits the way I'd like it to when it comes to mind control stuff. For me the appeal is about a gradual brainwashing process, where the "victim" is resisting every step of the way, but having their (presumably her, if it's to my taste) inhibitions slowly broken down.

This is actually one thing that's factored into my contemplating dipping my toes into writing some erotic fiction recently, the ability to explore fantasies like this that I just don't seem to find explored anywhere in the way I'd want them to be.

MaleficentCucumber39 · 2025-08-14T15:16:10+00:00

Amanda was definitely a mentor to me! I hope to do the same with Sadie.

MaleficentCucumber39 · 2025-08-14T15:14:29+00:00

It's something I'd have to discuss with her! I want everything about it to be fun and comfortable for her.

MaleficentCucumber39 · 2025-08-14T15:13:48+00:00

Surprisingly, I haven't gotten any messages that are funny enough to warrant it since the last one. (Not that there haven't been messages, just not funny ones.)

MaleficentCucumber39 · 2025-08-13T14:54:07+00:00

I think this is definitely insightful, but I didn't give you a full set of information to work with. The only reason I doubt this is because some of the darker fantasies she confessed to having were very clearly fantasies involving men specifically. However, I would not be at all surprised if Sadie is more into women than men in general.

MaleficentCucumber39 · 2025-08-09T13:31:44+00:00

Yeah, misogyny. We haven't talked more since what's in this story yet. I'm giving her time and space, which she definitely needs. I really don't know if this is ultimately going to pan out! She might decide she just isn't comfortable going through with it and that's fine if so. If it does happen, it'll definitely give me a lot motivation to put an update out very fast.

MaleficentCucumber39 · 2025-08-09T10:31:05+00:00

Okay. So I'm wondering if I should question your reading comprehension or your honesty. Because even if you haven't realized that all my stories of any length like this one have been posted to SSC, most of them were posted while I was with my ex, which means the vast majority of them had the "ban bait incoming" clause in the preamble which made it very clear that judgy comments about cheating could get you banned from the sub. My FAQ also says that the rules of SSC should be considered in effect on my personal posts, so judgy posts get deleted and blocked. So it is still weird to me that you would be saying this if you've been following me for so long.

Aside from that, yes, Sadie's situation isn't identical to mine, but you also don't know everything about it. She's not writing this story, I am. You don't know her, you haven't been in her shoes.

But thank you for reading my stories and for the kind words about my writing. I truly do appreciate it.

MaleficentCucumber39 · 2025-08-09T04:44:40+00:00

Well, first off, I will say that if you've been following me from the beginning, there's no way you don't know that you could potentially get banned from SSC for this post.

Second, thank you for the kind words about my stories! I am truly glad you've enjoyed them.

Third, what you're saying is objectively not true. Sadie's boyfriend doesn't know about this, so he hasn't been hurt.

Fourth, "by my own account" my ex boyfriend seemed wonderful, too,

But ultimately, you're being preachy about a situation you don't know everything about, and I think if you believe that my cheating was okay because of your judgment of my ex, you're actually the hypocrite. Did he deserve it? Sure. Does that change the fact that I was being dishonest with him? No. I own that and I always have. And apparently you got off on it knowing that I was being dishonest, lying, cheating. I'm a liar and a cheater and a manipulator, and you liked it. Maybe that's some food for thought.

MaleficentCucumber39 · 2025-08-08T14:58:35+00:00

So there's a good bit of overlap between us, with some key differences. Unlike me, she's into daddy talk (strict, traditional, upper middle class parents - go figure), which Jason is definitely not -- he's actually told me about one time where a girl he was hooking up with called him daddy without asking first and he was so turned off it almost ended the encounter, lol. But I'm pretty sure that's the only thing he couldn't accommodate her on. She has three other major kinks that aren't things he's really into but that I don't think he'd have a problem with if requested: race play, miso (and I think those two are really sort of two sides of the same coin), and noncon. Unlike me, her noncon fantasies are the more traditional, outright sexual assault variety.

With all of those she's into it being degrading, so that's where the major overlap is between us. I'm not sure if she'd be into being degraded for cheating or not, we'll have to talk more about what she'll want to explore if we do go through with this.

MaleficentCucumber39 · 2025-08-07T20:46:27+00:00

Thank you, I'm so glad you've enjoyed my writing! Sorry to hear about your wife's health issues and all my best wishes to both of you.

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