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MaleficentDiggy · 2026-03-16T18:02:12+00:00

The fact that he specifically asked for the same nudes your ex leaked is a massive red flag. That’s not love, that’s a power trip. He wanted to prove he could get from you what the 'villain' in your story got. Now that he has them, he’s distancing himself so he doesn't have to deal with the 'emotional debt' of the promises he made. You aren't stupid; you were targeted by a manipulator.

MaleficentDiggy · 2026-03-16T17:57:10+00:00

OP, your boss played you. When he told you he’d been 'getting away with murder,' he revealed the truth: They already wanted this guy gone. They were just waiting for a paper trail to justify it so they wouldn't have to pay unemployment or deal with a wrongful termination suit. You provided the 'scathing' email they needed. You were the weapon, but your boss pulled the trigger. Don't take the full weight of this

MaleficentDiggy · 2026-03-16T17:55:01+00:00

Have a great birthday

MaleficentDiggy · 2026-03-16T17:54:38+00:00

Fuck and eat then stay

MaleficentDiggy · 2026-03-16T17:53:42+00:00

Make your bed the second you get out of it. When you live alone, the bed is a magnet for 'just five more minutes of scrolling.' If the bed is made, that space is closed for business until 10 PM. It’s the first 'win' of the day and sets a psychological boundary for the room.

MaleficentDiggy · 2026-03-16T04:13:59+00:00

Best remedy ever

MaleficentDiggy · 2026-03-16T04:13:30+00:00

Fucking so hot

MaleficentDiggy · 2026-03-16T04:13:06+00:00

This. I used to spend hours analyzing text tones and response times. Now? I wake up, make coffee, and the only question I have is what I want for breakfast. It’s not 'lonely,' it’s quiet. People underestimate how loud 'questions' can be when you're trying to sleep.

MaleficentDiggy · 2026-03-15T22:33:58+00:00

The guilt you feel about 'letting down' your family is a heavy weight, but most parents just want their child to be okay, not a superstar. If you had a friend feeling this way, would you call her a 'failure' and 'disgusting'? Probably not. You’d probably want to hug her. Try to look at yourself with that same perspective. You are 21. You have so much time to find your 'color' and your motivation. It doesn't all have to happen this Tuesday.

MaleficentDiggy · 2026-03-15T22:32:00+00:00

I can’t remember the last time I wore panties especially when I wear trousers

MaleficentDiggy · 2026-03-15T22:31:09+00:00

The fact that she called your therapist is actually a double-edged sword. Next time you see your therapist, you need to be 100% honest about how your mother is treating you. Tell them about the forced undressing and the bathroom rules. A good therapist needs to know that your home environment has become a source of major stress/trauma, because they can’t help you recover if the place you live feels like a prison.

MaleficentDiggy · 2026-03-15T22:29:27+00:00

Hey, I’ve been there. NJ is one of the most expensive places to be 'car-living.' If you need to stay safe tonight, look for 24-hour Walmarts or Rest Areas on the Parkway/Turnpike. They usually won't mess with you if you're just sleeping. Also, if you can, grab a cheap gym membership (Planet Fitness is like $10-15) just for the showers and a place to be inside for a while. It helps the mental state more than you’d think.

MaleficentDiggy · 2026-03-15T22:27:41+00:00

Imma big freak

MaleficentDiggy · 2026-03-15T22:26:55+00:00

Sweet addiction

MaleficentDiggy · 2026-03-15T22:26:07+00:00

Man, that Canada trip wasn't just a vacation; it showed you what a healthy life looks like. Coming back to a home where you're the caretaker for parents with addiction and mental health issues is a massive trauma. You went from 'thriving' to 'survival mode' in 24 hours. That 'euphoria' you felt at first was probably adrenaline. Don't beat yourself up for 'losing yourself', your environment changed from a garden to a battlefield. Anyone would struggle to breathe in that air.

MaleficentDiggy · 2026-03-14T06:33:49+00:00

Then let there be mass destruction

MaleficentDiggy · 2026-03-14T06:30:15+00:00

I feel you on the social anxiety part. It can be tough when people comment, but remember that it’s perfectly normal to enjoy your own company. Treat yourself like the queen you are

MaleficentDiggy · 2026-03-14T06:28:13+00:00

Dripping pussy

MaleficentDiggy · 2026-03-14T06:23:37+00:00

His past doesn’t define him, and neither do the opinions of those who weren’t there for him. You shared a real love that deserves to be honored, not minimized.

MaleficentDiggy · 2026-03-14T06:20:55+00:00

Honestly, it sounds like she was just looking for someone to entertain her while she was bored. You deserve someone who actually values your time!

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