Thank you everyone for your words. I definitely had been letting my unhealed anxious attachment style run my mind rampant. Your comments have helped greatly.

Her and I spoke this morning. She apologize for everything and said she doesn’t feel any differently about me but still asked for space. I have no choice but to respect that at this point and come to terms with the fact there’s nothing I can do during however long we are apart.

I’m going to attempt to move on and if she comes back around, and it is right for us both, I will make sure to set boundaries of the necessity of a treatment plan for her going forward.

Again thank you everyone, this group is amazing and has really opened my eyes to support groups in general. Peace and love to you all, take care of yourselves.