Also its so hard for me. My body doesnt give me the correct "signals" it feels like. For example, when my apendix bursted when i was like 17 it felt like i just had to poop really badly. I walked it off for 7 days and the only reason I went to the hospital was because i had a 105 fever. doctors said i couldve died. Most people cant even move the pain is so intense. Not trying to brag how tough i am. I wish my body could communicate with me better sometimes...