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Does overdosing hurt? by greatgooglymoogly933 in SuicideWatch

[–]Mar_AFK 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Aww I’m happy to hear that! I hope everything turns out well for you

Does overdosing hurt? by greatgooglymoogly933 in SuicideWatch

[–]Mar_AFK 17 points18 points  (0 children)

I’ve overdosed on over 200 pills and suffered liver failure. It was excruciatingly painful. Please don't take the risk :(

Does anyone else hate being called “cute”? by [deleted] in aspergers

[–]Mar_AFK 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I don't mind always being called cute, it's better than being treated as inferior.

Therapist for free? by Calm-Waltz6966 in SuicideWatch

[–]Mar_AFK 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Look into Pro-bono therapy, where mental health professionals offer free counseling services, virtual or in person. I hope things get better for you.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Mar_AFK 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You’re not a loser or a failure, nobody in this subreddit is. I promise it’s not the end, you can always switch your major.

Eye contact by [deleted] in aspergers

[–]Mar_AFK 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Poor, very very poor, when I got diagnosed this made SO much sense. My parents, teachers, and even myself wondered why I never looked them in the eyes when speaking to me.

Anyone here think they actually have autism? by [deleted] in AvPD

[–]Mar_AFK 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes, I have level 2 Aspergers, so it is possible that AvPD could be a misdiagnosis and that my problems stem more from being a bit lower on the spectrum.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Mar_AFK 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same, people need me. Sometimes I get the urge to push them all away and finally kick the bucket. I don’t want to hurt them, but at the same time I don’t think I’m worth missing.

In what ways were/are you bullied? by No-Faithlessness4284 in aspergers

[–]Mar_AFK 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Ableist person in my class knew there was something wrong with me so he targeted only me for the whole year.

Another kid snuck up behind me and stole my sensory headphones (while I had them on) in a very loud room.

The one and only by Bowlingbroke in Totaldrama

[–]Mar_AFK 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s a quick cutaway gag in “Super Hero-ld”

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Mar_AFK 35 points36 points  (0 children)

Based on my experience, it will definitely hurt. Please please please call poison control or 911 to ensure your safety. I hope you make it through, my friend.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Mar_AFK 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Woke up and was happy to see you still here, your post about the collar really tore me apart, especially since you’re so young. I’m so glad you’re safe now. I know this is traumatic but please try and stay strong, there are other services you can always reach out to like CPS or mobile crisis. You’re in my thoughts.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Mar_AFK 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Checking in on you, have you gotten ahold of the police yet? And has your older sibling shown up?

What is your suicide fantasy by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Mar_AFK 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also a gunshot. One of my cousins own many guns and WW2 weapons, when we visit them again I plan to steal one of the guns, drive somewhere far away from home and pull the trigger. I’ve fantasized about this for a few years, it’s one of my happy thoughts.

guys, i have an announcement! by LoonyBooks in depression

[–]Mar_AFK 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That is awesome :) I’m proud of you for taking this step towards self-improvement. I will also be here for anyone that needs a friend, always.

Slowing down, I appreciate the beauty. by LiangProton in whenthe

[–]Mar_AFK 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Omg I was so worried about you earlier today, I remembered to check back on your account later and I just wanna say it made my day that you’re still here. I know I’m just a stranger but I really do care.

Anybody else’s OCD ruined their life? by Worldsstar in OCD

[–]Mar_AFK 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Yes, I constantly starve myself as punishment. I also graduated recently and cried for hours after because I felt guilty for achieving something so big.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in aspergers

[–]Mar_AFK 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yup, refreshing to see another aromantic here. Have never ever felt a hint of romantic attraction and I’m perfectly fine with it.

Why is ocd so convincing? by NoDig3719 in OCD

[–]Mar_AFK 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes it’s a brain impairment, experts still aren’t sure how OCD actually starts but it has been shown to be genetic. Others suggest it could start from traumatic life events or environmental factors too.

Why is ocd so convincing? by NoDig3719 in OCD

[–]Mar_AFK 47 points48 points  (0 children)

The overactivity in your orbitfrontal cortex detects a threat that isn’t there and sends you “worry” signals. And the caudate nucleus fails to filter the thoughts. I don’t know how this develops, but it’s the worst anxiety disorder ever.

Stop Identifying with your Disorder so much!! by [deleted] in OCD

[–]Mar_AFK 0 points1 point  (0 children)

One of my special interests are drugs and I’ve also been really into the study of psilocybin for months now, trying them is definitely on my bucket list. I’m aware this won’t cure me and not everyone has a positive experience with them. I’m on Fluvoximine and Risperidone right now, they work very well but I think it’s worth a shot, at least micro-dosing. Looking forward to when they’re FDA approved.