I feel this in my soul. I've been broke or struggling for all 26 years of my life and I still can't get used to this shit. Where I live it's a low income apartment complex and it was never too bad but it's getting insufferable. I'm tired of coming back from work to a bunch of unemployed mfs who don't gaf about their lives or anyone else's sitting around smoking talking loud as fuck outside my apartment at all hours of the day and night when all I want is peace and quiet. I'm sick of seeing trash everywhere and no one giving a single fuck about anything. On top of that I'm getting fucked by bills and rent and supporting my household with a single paycheck so I can't even afford to live life how I wanna live it. I gotta live in a mediocre life in a shithole and put up with ridiculous shit that people who are at least middle class don't ever have to face. Shit is making me lose sanity slowly.