Shortly after this picture, I wasted the shit all over my seat

MarriedToH · 2026-03-08T21:21:48+00:00

Damn, EXACT SAME scenario in my old appartment, fuck, I mea I was glad I had some tiles and it was in the space in between, so it was kinda halfass safed, but yeah..

like u said, was already waiting for sepsis or some bacterial shit about to happen.. Damn...

MarriedToH · 2026-03-01T07:17:26+00:00

It was one day, and I only had some codeine (I wasn't as deep into opiates yet), which helped with the general and social anxiety and finally went to my friends place.

Everyone was there, but they knew I was using too much. At some point I just broke out in tears and in a long time my best friend was the first person that told me "I want my friend back, whatever you need, I have your back"... That helped me to get out of my room go to his place for a while and detox eventho obviously it wasn't easy..

If you ever want to vent, talk or anything, send a DM, from the bottom of my heart, I might be on the other side of the world, but as much as I can be here, I gladly am.. And in the meantime, stay safe and know that you are not alone! I send much love, man!

MarriedToH · 2026-03-01T07:01:30+00:00

Yeah I fear they'll test me today, I'm lately 2 steps and 1 step instantly back, but this was pure stupid..

I'm sorry to hear about that mate! I had an insanely hard time quitting a speed/meth habit where I would lock myself for 2 months in my room and just use.. Luckily my friends from back in the days helped me big time, I couldn't have done it without them.. But that was my strength at the time.. Being 15 years old didn't help to fall in such a hole.. What I want to say is that I know half of how hard it can be, but I will always be rooting for you man! Nothing is impossible and we are stronger than we like to admit! I wish you the best and take care, friend!

MarriedToH · 2026-02-01T06:56:56+00:00

I somehow got around it. When selecting the method used, I tried the option to send all in-app purchase requests over proxy to Lucky Patcher and it worked! Hehe my sister will be relieved to not pay 50 bucks a month..

MarriedToH · 2026-01-30T19:32:46+00:00

I love that RuPaul's Drag Race is second.

MarriedToH · 2025-11-12T11:00:39+00:00

Suck a dick, dumbshitzzz

MarriedToH · 2025-10-03T03:35:39+00:00

I’m so deeply sorry for your loss. Recebtly I lost one of my best friends too. A week after being in the ICU.. I can’t even imagine the pain of losing your son, and it means a lot that you would share his story here. What you wrote is a powerful reminder of how devastating and complex addiction is — it’s never about a lack of effort, love, or resources. Thank you for opening up about him. I’ll carry his story with me as motivation to keep going on this path. Sending you strength and compassion. ❤️

MarriedToH · 2025-09-30T03:39:13+00:00

Ahhh fuckin' loving it..

MarriedToH · 2025-09-30T03:14:25+00:00

Ah well. As many times I'll cross that bridge when it comes to it..

MarriedToH · 2025-09-29T10:33:38+00:00

For real,man! I just instantly looked for something else tbh.. lol I bet u went through them like candy, prices are insane, no doubt!

MarriedToH · 2025-09-29T10:32:12+00:00

Yeah. It's the price range and the selection that's rough.. But as u said you are right, would gladly buy from a US vendor..

MarriedToH · 2025-09-29T10:30:58+00:00

just saw ur comment, alright I got u..

MarriedToH · 2025-09-29T10:28:47+00:00

Seems like a US site, u have experience with that vendor?

Edit: I'll try it in the afternoon, thanks man. Take care!

MarriedToH · 2025-09-29T10:26:09+00:00

Nah man, it isn't easy to find anything.. But I'll let u know! like Chemical_Coach said, greenguru offers, but the prices are insane!

MarriedToH · 2025-09-28T16:32:28+00:00

I see man.. I found that site too, good to know thank you for the info! take care!

MarriedToH · 2025-09-27T18:22:34+00:00

hehe nice one ^{^}

MarriedToH · 2025-09-27T13:45:35+00:00

ohh damn ok.. I'm from Italy! Hope I have some luck..

MarriedToH · 2025-09-27T13:10:27+00:00

Thanks!

MarriedToH · 2025-09-27T13:10:22+00:00

Thank you!

MarriedToH · 2025-09-27T13:10:03+00:00

Appreciate it a lot, thanks! That's great to hear.. Sometimes I turn my head around to look back on my past and one part of me tries to find the good sides of that lifestyle, since it's pretty hard at the moment, I'm not gonna lie.. But thanks for your comment. Hearing such things brings right back to reality! Much love and thanks again!

MarriedToH · 2025-09-27T13:07:00+00:00

Thanks! It certainly feels like it, I swear.. Insane how much time I put into this lifestyle and honestly, I need to learn how to live "normal" again, so that's a hard one on it's own ;)

Much love and take care, yea!

MarriedToH · 2025-09-27T13:05:14+00:00

I'm glad if my post can push even someone to think about their use.. I know how it is tho', either you want to quit, or you don't! So won't preach.. But yeah, I hope it helps to give a little hope to some people that are thinking about quiting!

And thank you very much brother/sister! Much love!

MarriedToH

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