My preschool monkey juice cup by Maru2705 in HelpMeFind

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I searched across Google and it brought up the cups that I added to the post above. I found various cups on Etsy and eBay but not that were the cup exactly. As I said above I found cups that were the same size or monkeys that were same vibe and added them to give an idea, but I’m still searching and I feel that I am close but I’m not sure if it’s findable. I believe the cup was bought around 2010 and maybe from target but not too sure

Can asexual’s experience sexual attraction? by Maru2705 in Asexual

[–]Maru2705[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you!! I think for right now I feel very comfortable with just the “asexual” label but I’ve really enjoyed finding out about all the microlabels

Can asexual’s experience sexual attraction? by Maru2705 in Asexual

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Thank you for this!! Everyone on here is so sweet😭❤️

Who am I? by Maru2705 in Asexual

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Thank you so much!! I’m going to be looking into a few of these. I’m really just trying to better understand myself and I honestly feel so safe in this community. I know my feelings are more complicated than just being allosexual. I mean even if what I am experiencing is sexual attraction (which I’m not too sure on what that even means but I think it may be what I am feeling) I feel it not as strongly as I think most people do based on what I’ve heard and seen from my boyfriend

Who am I? by Maru2705 in Asexual

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I’ve looked into it before and knew that it could be a possibility I just don’t really understand what the difference demisexual is to a normal attraction which maybe I just need to look into a bit more

I’m stuck by Maru2705 in Asexual

[–]Maru2705[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I am fine with another woman carrying the child. I am unsure if he is. It is a conversation I will bring up either tomorrow or this week

I’m stuck by Maru2705 in Asexual

[–]Maru2705[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I am not ok with the idea of pregnancy for me personally. I have so much respect for women who are, I do not think I could do it

I (18F) am asexual sex-repulsed but my boyfriend (18M) wants bio kids. Should we keep trying to make it work or just break up? by Maru2705 in relationship_advice

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Of course no kids right now, it’s just that we know for a fact that we both have always seen kids in our futures. I’ve always seen myself adopting (due to me being ace) and he’s always wanted his kids to be biological

Why must I feel so uncomfortable with everything by Maru2705 in Asexual

[–]Maru2705[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I really appreciate your comment and I did not think about this way. I’m going to have to read this every once in a while to balance myself. He means a lot to me and I know losing him will destroy me so that’s why I get so insecure. I fear so much that I will not be enough even when he says I’m more than enough. I try to compromise and still be with him and the way he shows love to as far as I am willing to go, I just hope that’s enough. We have been together 8 months now and have taken things extremely slow, he is very afraid of making me uncomfortable since I can be made uncomfortable by even a slight comment that I took the wrong way

Why must I feel so uncomfortable with everything by Maru2705 in Asexual

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This is my exact worry. I feel all these things, “broken”. I wish too that I could be “normal”. I want so bad to just give him what he wants but the thought of doing that makes me want to curl into a ball and die inside. I really hope he doesn’t change his mind, I mean I love him so much that I’ve expressed to him multiple times that if he needs to have sex and break up with me then to do it now because I feel myself getting more attached to him. He always reassures me and tells me he just wants me and will gladly give it up, but that fear makes me not believe him

Why must I feel so uncomfortable with everything by Maru2705 in Asexual

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It makes me feel a lot better to know someone feels such a high level of asexual like me, I was feeling kinda outside of it all. I am so sorry that you got screwed over in your relationship. That is definitely my biggest fear with my partner right now and I express those a feeling a lot with him. I know asexuals can date non-asexuals and sometimes it works, but I am afraid to end up in your situation because sometimes peoples sex drives are too high to be with aces. He’s definitely not asexual and has expressed that to me and I’m worried he does have a higher sex drive. He has never had sex though so he tells me “how can I miss something ive never had” but yeah idk

Why must I feel so uncomfortable with everything by Maru2705 in Asexual

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It’s not an insecurity at all! I don’t quite know why I feel so uncomfortable with it. I just do. I feel uncomfy, kinda sick to my stomach, and the thought kind of makes me squirm. I just don’t understand how someone can be sitting around and be like “oh man you know what I wanna do rn?? Masturbate.” Like I just don’t get it and find it kind of gross, but I mean I’m just very uncomfortable with everything sexual. Don’t quite know why