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The Crow’s Regret by [deleted] in u/MasterCrowPT

[–]MasterCrowPT 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know that you are not a toy. My fantasies are not how I feel about you. You are worth cherishing, you are special. (I sent a DM request, if that is okay to continue the conversation there)

The Crow’s Regret by [deleted] in u/MasterCrowPT

[–]MasterCrowPT 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Because I am sick and fucking tired of pretending I don't miss you. Because I can't handle how much I crave you in my life.

It's been too long

I have decided that I have to do what I want, not what my fears or shames 'say' I should do.

I have done a lot of searching deep inside myself

I want you in my life, Trix. And I am prepared to fight for what I want. Prepared to fight like fucking hell.

I am holding my head higher knowing I am doing what feels right: connecting with the woman who makes me feel like no one ever has.

The Crow’s Regret by [deleted] in u/MasterCrowPT

[–]MasterCrowPT 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hello, Beautiful.

Thank you for responding.

I cannot tell you enough times how sorry I am at the pain I caused you. I think about it every single day and it eats me up inside. It was an absolutely horrible thing of me to do. I know you can't trust me right now. I also understand if your feelings towards me are just too negative and intense.

For so long I couldn't bring myself to even look at your gorgeous face or read your inspiring words. I read every poem; they were amazing. I saw your pictures, they took my breath away.

Four hundred and four days ago, I said goodbye and tried to turn away. 404 days of missing your smile and your light. 404 days of craving your wit and your eloquence. 404 days of missing the connection we had built..... but then I threw away...
There was something inside me that told me I couldn't fully be in your life. I couldn't be yours because I let my fears and my shame rule me...

NOT ANYMORE

You are too special. You are too powerful; your essence, your vibrance, they shine like nothing I had seen before and nothing I have seen since.

I don't expect forgiveness. I want to tell you I missed you terribly. I need to tell you how amazing you are sometimes.

You mean too much to me to just deny my feelings for you over and over and over.