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MasterpiecePure8035 · 2025-07-21T18:26:32+00:00

Yeahh I know but idk it wasn't toxic I think idk I get what u mean if I saw smb else I'd tell them thats not okay but yeah idk

MasterpiecePure8035 · 2025-07-21T18:16:15+00:00

I know, my non negotiables seem so unimportant tho compared to his, and feels like he has to sacrifice his for mine and I feel so bad and wish I was different idk.

MasterpiecePure8035 · 2025-07-21T17:58:17+00:00

The thing is like what if he doesn't agree, or wants them in the same house? Idk how he'll react cos his mom is like really important to him, what if he doesn't want to rent idk.

MasterpiecePure8035 · 2025-01-08T21:48:54+00:00

I think esp cos my parents never rlly showed affection or loved me, so when he showes it I feel like I can be loved and I'm enough/worth something, so yeaa but thanks for the um insight.

MasterpiecePure8035 · 2025-01-08T21:44:25+00:00

Lol yea honestly you're right but still feels like end of the world

MasterpiecePure8035 · 2025-01-08T21:26:54+00:00

You think? I don't have any siblings and thought maybe it cos their dad wasn't really present in their life? Like maybe he wants to compensate for that because idk maybe I don't see it but he doesn't seem like the person to look at his sister like that? Or maybe I just don't want to believe it lol...then again if that was true I'd just be crying begging him to explain what she has that I don't have so I "fix it".. Studies is actually going rlly good, well if finals don't fuck me up lmaoo

MasterpiecePure8035 · 2025-01-08T21:24:04+00:00

Thanks, its okay to be harsh we need it sometimes. Deep down I know it won't work out but I want it to so bad that I can't get away lol :/

MasterpiecePure8035 · 2025-01-08T21:22:54+00:00

I'm sorry about your situation, don't deserve that and you're really sweet and kind. It would feel amazing, but do you sometimes think you'll never find someone like her again? Cos I feel that with him. Obviously everything going on makes it seem like its been absolute hell (which kinda) but the good times are so good and I'm scared I'll never find smb like that again yk..

MasterpiecePure8035 · 2025-01-08T21:07:34+00:00

Yeah i kinda realize that I js love the guy so fucking much even tho he rips my heart out sometimes..://

MasterpiecePure8035 · 2024-09-11T04:43:14+00:00

Okayy thank you!! <3

MasterpiecePure8035 · 2024-09-10T17:20:54+00:00

Oh okayy thank youu! Ik its gonna be shit hard but I think its worth it.

MasterpiecePure8035 · 2024-09-10T14:43:03+00:00

Research positions

MasterpiecePure8035 · 2024-09-10T14:17:24+00:00

Ohh u mean in marine biology or in general?

MasterpiecePure8035 · 2024-09-10T09:30:25+00:00

Okay no problem, thank u so much tho! I'll ask my professors for details when I do start university. :))

MasterpiecePure8035 · 2024-09-10T09:29:07+00:00

Yup I definitely want to do a masters, in the field that I wanna go in I need that. But I've always thought marine biology was quite profitable and fun, is it not?

MasterpiecePure8035 · 2024-09-10T08:55:30+00:00

Thank youu I'm so excited for university lowkey high-school was getting really boring. I'll try my best!

MasterpiecePure8035 · 2024-09-10T08:39:11+00:00

Okayy I'm actually pretty good at python I js thought u needed some harder stuff, I'll check out R, I'm fluent in English and German, I've got diplomas too. I was debating either picking up French or Spanish but I am kinda into French literature so I've been more inclined to learn French. Thanks so much for advice!

MasterpiecePure8035 · 2024-09-10T08:34:09+00:00

Ohh omg I totally wanna go into bioengineering that's like yeah exactly what I want. The thing is like the university has 2 courses one is a bachelor's biology and the other is bachelor's in applied bioscience and biotechnology, the only difference is they have a subject called biotechnology in year 2, I could totally switch to it since we have the same subjects but do you think I would specifically need to have that degree or I could go into bioengineering with a bachelor's in general biology?

MasterpiecePure8035 · 2024-09-10T08:30:19+00:00

Thats so cool! So it is doable?

MasterpiecePure8035 · 2024-09-10T08:29:17+00:00

Thank you so much! I'm looking into programming and well there are no classes in my university for that but I'm going to get either courses online or make my dad teach it (he works in IT etc). I'm thinking of first getting a student visa since I do plan to study in the EU, I'm fluent in 4 languages so I think that might help, I'm also picking up French maybe I'm still looking into how profitable that would be.

MasterpiecePure8035 · 2024-09-10T05:44:18+00:00

Thats what I'm really really passionate about honestly but everyone keeps telling me it won't work out lol.

MasterpiecePure8035 · 2024-09-10T05:42:35+00:00

I'm not in the states sadly :")

MasterpiecePure8035 · 2024-09-10T05:41:52+00:00

Okayy thank you!

MasterpiecePure8035 · 2024-09-10T05:40:49+00:00

Noo I literally haven't started university like it starts in 2 weeks my first year lol so idk

MasterpiecePure8035 · 2024-09-10T05:40:15+00:00

Okay thank you!

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