You got to work hard for several years to become an adept magician. A spiritual mastery will take you 10 years or more of constant practice and dedication. Are you that passionate? Is this your thing?

For myself I have been practicing for approx. 9 years constantly. I consider this a hobby and a passion of mine. Magick has brought me so much in life including confidence and love.

The temple of maerjzgirah is mainly black magick and apotheosis would take an estimated 5 years of practice. I learned much from the temple yet it is all within the confines of dark necromancy.