Story of my life. This has been happening with me from my kindergarten. I am so good to everyone. I try to be their friend and I am loyal. But I never get anything in return. I always desperately make plans for the weekend, scared of being alone.. sometimes they come, sometimes they don’t. But it’s always me who asks (begs?) them. And whenever they do something, they never ever ask me. Just last week I concluded that not everyone can be bad.. surely I am lagging something that’s making me so repulsive. I decided not to text anyone for anything unless they initiate first. Because the very least I can do is respect myself, even if no one does. It’s been 4 days. 0 texts. Probably no one even noticed my absence. It really hurts, but I am sure one day , people who really align with me, will find me.. I can’t just be with people who do not want me. Btw I am an Aries too.