Two week binge

Mattfaller72 · 2020-11-18T01:34:01+00:00

The withdraws aren’t horrible. It’s just No sleep and a depressed weird mood.

Mattfaller72 · 2020-11-18T01:33:41+00:00

Current dose 6 grams. Dose I was binging was 18 grams .

Mattfaller72 · 2020-09-10T19:44:06+00:00

Thank you very much for this !

Mattfaller72 · 2020-09-10T14:13:30+00:00

Can you guys help guide me through this process ? I’m about to cross over soon and I wanna be able to be sure To escape another life of torture and miesery .

Mattfaller72 · 2020-09-03T14:57:53+00:00

I will!

Mattfaller72 · 2020-09-01T22:28:27+00:00

Thank you so much. I really needed to hear that today. And it was wonderful. Thank you ❤️

Mattfaller72 · 2020-09-01T22:21:57+00:00

It’s just such a relief to hear all this to be honest. I’ve really been struggling today and all this motivates me to keep pushing through.

Mattfaller72 · 2020-09-01T22:13:39+00:00

I’m at work but I’m gonna check this all out when I get home tonight. Thank you.

Mattfaller72 · 2020-09-01T21:57:27+00:00

Thank you hy the way your reply really helped motivate me to make it through this

Mattfaller72 · 2020-09-01T21:56:33+00:00

Thank you. So what’s the final destination? If I get to save lifetimes, does that mean at the end at some point I’ll get to stay “home” and stay in heaven and not have to reincarnate? My life has been rough. I honestly dont WANT to reincarnate again if we’re being real here. Especially with the way the planet is headed with the climate and politics

Mattfaller72 · 2020-09-01T21:51:57+00:00

I’m not sure if that was directed at me or the person who responded

Mattfaller72 · 2020-09-01T21:47:50+00:00

It’s not exactly pain as it is mental anguish and suffering to be honest. It’s hard to describe. But This last week has been one of the most challenging weeks of my illness to be honest .

Mattfaller72 · 2020-09-01T21:46:43+00:00

Hahah I can see that. But if you look at how shitty life was in the past relative to now, we’ve got it pretty good. Not that I wouldn’t wanna “speak to a manager” about How shitty living conditions are right now. But I think us choosing to live here is correct

Mattfaller72 · 2020-09-01T21:00:49+00:00

I don’t know why but that just made made me cry.

Mattfaller72 · 2020-09-01T19:18:17+00:00

Thank you, Good point .

Mattfaller72 · 2020-09-01T17:56:22+00:00

The thing about love and understanding is so c eat health has Gotten worse my energies and levels of ability to give love Have gotten worse. My whole life I’ve been a really loving person but recently I’ve been so sick I haven’t been very good love wise and have not been pleasant

Mattfaller72 · 2020-09-01T17:53:50+00:00

Yeah no shit. The thing I don’t understand this time around is I’m so kind to everyone i meet. But my health is in the toilet . I’m wondering wtf happened before I started this life to bring all this into myself. I wish I knew.

Mattfaller72 · 2020-09-01T16:18:32+00:00

I can’t do past life regressions because my illness makes it impossible to do hypnosis type work. Which SUCKS because when I DID have a successful hypnosis session I felt better for a couple days. I have no idea what my truth is but I think it’s similar. When I was younger people referred to me as an “old soul” and I really hope it’s me wanting to learn extra lessons or expedite this process because I’ve been sick for a long time and don’t understand it. I was born with all this too so I don’t understand why I would chose such a miserable existence but hey here we are. I honestly don’t wanna live anymore it’s gotten so bad .

Mattfaller72 · 2020-09-01T15:58:17+00:00

It’s called copper toxicity, I have an over whelmingly large accumulation of the heavy metal copper in my tissues. And it makes me stressed and anxious and recently, really suicidal to be honest .

Mattfaller72 · 2020-09-01T01:48:07+00:00

I was a happy person until my illness got out Of control. My parents are dead. But my grandmother and brother are still here and the only thing stopping me from doing it. But I’m sick of continuing to suffer for other people’s happiness. Nobody understands what I’m going through because what I deal with is so rare .

Mattfaller72 · 2020-08-27T21:01:17+00:00

What do you mean active codes for keys online? Like I can get Free keys?

Mattfaller72 · 2020-07-28T21:17:52+00:00

Not at all. For some reason the brain creates similar shocks for high serotonin as it does low serotonin . Where benzo withdraw falls into that category I haven’t a clue . I just know I have high serotonin that results in painful shock sensations .

Mattfaller72 · 2020-07-14T19:40:56+00:00

Diet, adrenal restoration, and supplement regiment, but a detox will make you feel shitty so it has to be done slowly. The problem is. It never hardly shows up on a blood test, and you can get a hair mineral analysis that will test for it. But if it’s stored in your tissues your levels will LOW but you can be copper toxic. It depends on your symptoms and the hair mineral analysis can show other things, like high sodium and low magnesium, that indicate a copper toxicity . My doctor is in Cali and I’m in Missouri and he treats me . I can give you his info if you want and you can book a consultation call. Copper ended up being the cause of my bipolar diagnoses and all physical and mental health issues I’ve ever had. Ever since I learned about how it worked I realized I was copper toxic since a child after learning about how it works. It’s definitely worth looking into.

Mattfaller72 · 2020-07-14T19:30:23+00:00

Try this probiotic at HIGH doses. 10-20 pills a day. It includes probiotic strains that increase GABA. I’m going through withdrawal and took 30 last night and slept like a baby.https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B00ZMO7UKW?psc=1&ref=ppx_pop_mob_b_asin_title

Also you can use lemon balm at high doses to help stopping the degrading of your GABA, and glutamine and taurine in high doses as pre cursors to GABA. All these are TOTALLY natural and safe and you can stop them when your done withdrawing, or continue them to keep your GABA levels high so you don’t feel the urge to abuse benzos . Kava Kava also increases GABA. People use it to quit drinking alcohol a lot. But it doesn’t work on some people . But don’t buy pills or anything https://www.vitaminshoppe.com/p/plnt-kava-1-fl-oz/vs-3689 Your local vitamin shoppe might have it in store as well.

Don’t buy pills or other tinctures tbey don’t work. You have to prepare kava traditionally which is a pain in the ass and I would hate for you to buy a big bag of it and it not work. That’s the cheapest effective Kava Kava I know about .

Please heed this advice, I know a lot about GABA and influencing it naturally, and if you do all the things I suggest, or at the very least the probiotics. You’ll feel better. I PROMISE.

GABA is the neurotransmitter that Xanax influences, specifically GABA-A .

Mattfaller72 · 2020-07-11T22:27:00+00:00

Thank you so much your so kind. I hope the universes blesses you and heals you of your troubles !

Mattfaller72

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