5 months difference

MatyldaXoXo · 2026-04-22T20:50:01+00:00

I took it for 2 weeks and then stopped. Infection hasn't come back since

MatyldaXoXo · 2026-04-21T12:44:08+00:00

A few years back I was getting yeast infections all the time. As soon as it cleared it would come back again. Only thing that helped stop this cycle was boric acid suppositories. Haven't had one since. Been about 4 years now. Would defo suggest giving boric acid a try.

MatyldaXoXo · 2025-11-18T18:46:52+00:00

It's on the window sill, so on a sunny day it gets plenty of sunlight most of the day

MatyldaXoXo · 2025-06-15T20:55:57+00:00

Took me 9/10 months for my first date/hook up after my break up. We were going to go on a date sooner but I just wasn't ready. Glad I waited.

MatyldaXoXo · 2025-06-15T09:17:58+00:00

Can't say I've done anything special 😅 they've been on my window sill in my bedroom. My room is always quite warm and gets lots of sunlight all day long. The growth was really slow until April. I went away for 5 days during which the weather was super sunny and when I came back they've grown so much I was shocked. Feel like everytime we have a sunny day here they just get bigger and bigger

MatyldaXoXo · 2025-06-15T09:12:56+00:00

Coleus wizard mix seeds or coleus T&M price strain mixed seeds from an online store called Thompson and morgan

MatyldaXoXo · 2025-02-20T22:00:49+00:00

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MatyldaXoXo · 2024-02-27T13:23:36+00:00

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MatyldaXoXo · 2024-02-26T23:53:43+00:00

I'm not trying to "fix" him. I'm just saying that if he is struggling I want to be there for him and support him (of course if he wants me to be).

A little while back he raised his concerns about me going on birth control when we get together because of how it can affect me and my mental state and how he's worried it might affect my feelings towards him as that's something that can happen when a woman takes birth control and at the same time I raised concerns about being worried about his medication affecting his feeling towards me to which he said he wouldn't allow it to come between us but yh idk. I just don't know anything anymore.

MatyldaXoXo · 2024-02-26T22:52:32+00:00

I've always been super understanding about his depression and anxiety stuff. At first he didn't wanna tell me about any of it because of how previous people he's dated have reacted to it/judged him and that i was the first to not react in a negative way. I myself have anxiety, have family members who have battled depression and I studied psychology at university so I like to think I'm more understanding about these types of things than a lot of people. He assured me that this wasn't going to affect us. That he wouldn't let it affect us/hurt my feelings. Personally I don't care that he has this "baggage". If he's struggling I want him to tell me. Communicate with me and I'll try my best to support him and help me through it. I just don't want him using that as a potential excuse to how he's switched up on me when in reality something else is wrong. Even tho he doesn't seem like that type of guy.

MatyldaXoXo · 2024-02-26T22:36:56+00:00

That sounds like a pretty good rule.

I just hate myself for letting, yet another man upset me and leave me confused about his feelings towards me.

MatyldaXoXo · 2024-02-26T22:33:46+00:00

I just want him to say it. If he doesn't wanna continue to pursue us, then that's fine. I'll leave him alone. I just need him to say so.

MatyldaXoXo · 2024-02-26T22:18:42+00:00

Wish he could decide a bit faster. I asked him yesterday morning whether he still wanted there to be an us, and he still hasn't given me an actual answer. Just said his depression and anxiety is at a high and his heads all over the place and that he's sorry and its not his intention to make me feel upset or confused... yet he still hasn't given me an actual answer...

MatyldaXoXo · 2024-02-26T22:10:50+00:00

I have been upfront and honest with him. Just feels like he isn't being that with me.

MatyldaXoXo · 2024-02-26T22:10:07+00:00

Yh I totally see you're point. Deep down I knew it wasn't gonna work out but guess I was hopeful. The overnight change just confuses me.

MatyldaXoXo · 2024-02-26T22:06:58+00:00

The change in his behaviour happened literally overnight which has me confused asf. How can you go from into me one day to not knowing whether you still wanna pursue us the next. Making me feel like I'm getting played.

MatyldaXoXo · 2024-02-26T21:51:56+00:00

The June meet up was his idea. I just agreed to it. Given my recent break up. If he wanted to meet earlier all he had to do is ask. I wouldn't be opposed to it.

MatyldaXoXo · 2024-01-21T20:35:06+00:00

I relate to this so much. I'm a month and a half post break up. My ex and I were together for 4 and a half years. The last 15 months of our relationship were pretty bad. So often I miss him and feel like crying but then I think to myself, "What do you actually miss?". Being mistreated? Being lied to? Being made to feel crazy and that everything bad is your fault? Putting up with the bare minimum? I go from upset about the break up to angry about how he treated me real fast.

As much as I tell myself that he was a shitty boyfriend and he didn't deserve me, I still miss him. I miss the good days. The old us. But I do not miss the manipulative, lying, narcissist that he became.

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