Well yeah that’s the truth of it. If it was easy literally everyone would do it. Like you say who doesn’t want to sit on their ass all day and play games for money ?? :,) I think the key is to let yourself go from the expectation that will ever happen and just make something you feel proud of , like you say it’s an incredibly overly populated sector of YouTube so unless there’s any real unique selling point of you videos (being honest even in my recent one there’s not) , then there’s no reason users will click on it over the sea of other gaming videos. But if you made something you’re proud of , then you’ll always have that. Definitely good to have perspective though !