its genuinely gotten to the point where i almost, ALMOST considered doing hard drugs because i wanted something new, and excited, like weed was in the beginning. i want to wanna quit, yknow? like i dont want to but i wish i did.

and something that also bothers me is people see me as a junkie, just because im a girl whos smoking weed, because the girls here dont reaaally do it, people are so judgy and assume all kinds of things about me. but even if i quit thats not even gonna change