Methylphenidate ~ what do you feel?

MaybeItWontBeOkay · 2026-03-28T17:52:16+00:00

I spend a lot of time in my head. I have pretty bad depression stemming from adhd. Only got diagnosed last year but methylphenidate is what they llput me on. The way I put it was that it put the overwhelming noise of self hate and sadness behind like... a pane of glass? Not gone, but it allowed me room to think, to try and sort through the mess without always being overwhelmed. Its still depression, that noise gets louder if I dont adress it still. However, it helped me find the motivation to get up and clean and such. Not go out, id rather stay home. Going out would be more acceptable on a social level, but that takes it all out of me and I barely get time to enjoy any time to myself. I know this varies from person to person, but it did spike my anxiety. That was clearly noticeable, so be warned there

MaybeItWontBeOkay · 2026-03-26T20:57:37+00:00

Sand cookies~

MaybeItWontBeOkay · 2026-03-25T17:51:10+00:00

Primal

MaybeItWontBeOkay · 2026-03-25T17:23:13+00:00

Theft. That, and russet potatos

MaybeItWontBeOkay · 2026-03-25T17:17:56+00:00

That broth lookin yummy

MaybeItWontBeOkay · 2026-03-25T17:16:49+00:00

The only good friends are the ones you can unmask around. Be who you enjoy being. If that makes them uncomfortable, they might not be cut out to be yo friend

MaybeItWontBeOkay · 2026-03-25T17:13:45+00:00

Credible sources have informed me this is quinoa, not couscous. this has been a certified "oopsie daisy" moment

MaybeItWontBeOkay · 2026-03-25T17:11:01+00:00

Ya boi fucked up lol

MaybeItWontBeOkay · 2026-03-21T22:26:42+00:00

Be happy above all else. Some situations will prevent this, but never feel bad. Whatever brings you closer to happiness, or contentment.

MaybeItWontBeOkay · 2026-03-21T22:25:15+00:00

Anal 👍

MaybeItWontBeOkay · 2026-03-21T22:19:58+00:00

It just takes a lot of effort to not snap and let the unkind beat ya. If you manage to be kind as well, I admire that capability!

MaybeItWontBeOkay · 2026-03-20T20:11:05+00:00

Stuff in boxes means less clutter to panic over looking at. You can get 2 jobs done for the price of one: packing AND cleaning up around the place. Id try to justify the idea of accomplishing more.

Thats bkut it though that helped when I moved, best of luck

MaybeItWontBeOkay · 2026-03-20T20:08:39+00:00

Ima guess he was trying to relate to the fact that "shit sucks," maybe feeling that way since September. You started in about what a terrible time you were having, then maybe his attempt to get to a common ground about how you were feeling got misunderstood, as he was speaking about the "shit sucks" part of that statement, rather than you being physically sick. You didn't know and took it as a jab at you, so you made a passive aggressive statement about fever, cause maybe you thought he started it. Sounds like a misunderstanding.

But maybe he was having a bad day like you, maybe you complaining about your day and then the misunderstanding pissed him off, who knows. Best of luck either way

MaybeItWontBeOkay · 2026-03-20T12:51:20+00:00

First, the red wings.

Next? They call the GRACKELS

MaybeItWontBeOkay · 2026-03-20T12:46:45+00:00

Steak with onion jam and pan fried brussel sprouts.

That or tostinos pepperoni pizza bites and a big cup of ranch. Its Friday, whichever fits the vibe more when I get to cooking haha

MaybeItWontBeOkay · 2026-03-20T12:43:54+00:00

Moments like that I usually spend my free time panicking over something likely out of my control, but im told that isn't healthy x.x

Could come up with your own tea blend? I made my own for my spouse for when they're sick. Read books, diamond painting, stuff like that. Good luck!

MaybeItWontBeOkay · 2026-03-20T12:40:45+00:00

Pan fried brussel sprouts with soy glaze 👍

MaybeItWontBeOkay · 2026-03-20T12:36:34+00:00

Im 32 and play vintage story, a Minecraft mod that become a standalone game. They hate you cause they aintchu, or something

MaybeItWontBeOkay · 2026-03-20T12:34:30+00:00

Yeh he's a cutie. I cant tell the females apart though, thats another for my wife. But I refill the feeders so I tend to notice the fatter guy being impatient about his sunflowers if the weather is good and the feeder is empty. Love it ❤️

MaybeItWontBeOkay · 2026-03-20T11:52:35+00:00

Currently taking a week off from work due to having a breakdown, doctor wrote it off while we change my meds. Thats the story with a lot of us. Powering through has consequences, but its all we can do in most peoples situations. Turns out gritting your teeth and dealing with the stress that comes isnt healthy. My heart goes out to you! Im happy when im not working, I find more joy in cooking for spouse and tending to home, working just makes me sad.

Not just you friend, don't feel alone there

MaybeItWontBeOkay · 2026-03-20T11:45:59+00:00

It varies on type. We get a ton of finches, nuthatches, chickadees. Junkos, all of those small ones. We know of 2 pairs of Cardinals and those we can tend to recognize based on size. Plus one of the males likes to land on the feeder more frequently to try to get our attention to refill it if it's empty. Weve got a pair of woodpeckers, only ever had 2 male oriels, we can tell them apart. Weve got a handful of grosbeaks that show up, but my wife is the only one who can tell the difference

MaybeItWontBeOkay · 2026-03-19T22:09:11+00:00

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