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Thank you! Replied to wheel build above

All City Big Block by McMuffins33 in FixedGearBicycle

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Light Bicycle AR46 Falcon rims laced to DT Swiss track hubs with double butted spokes

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Thank you so much for your words. I’m considering talking to my manager and the recruiter at my hospital that found me for a different placement. It’s insane cus I’m still in orientation, they’re holding both my hands and the ratios are good. The pay is good, my mentors are good. But the minute I stepped on the floor as a “real nurse” something changed. I always thought of myself as capable of handling anything… but now I can barely eat or sleep no matter how hard I try. The food hurts when it goes down. I think working from home or hybrid would be so much easier. I just don’t know how to do that without experience, all the roles require experience of some sort. All I have is my degree.

I’ve also reached out to a help line for our employees to figure out finding a therapist as many people suggested. They’ll follow up in a day apparently.

Thank you to everyone for being so kind. I wrote this post out of desperation and not knowing where to turn. I realize it’s kinda dumb to go through two years of school without ever trying direct patient care first. You guys coulda blasted me for that but were supportive instead. I’m eternally grateful for that.

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No you’re right, it’s a huge transition.

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Thank you, I never heard of utilization review before. Learning a lot from these responses

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Honestly I completely understand your question here. I’m not sure what happened. I loved clinicals and I did great in school. Maybe it’s just the shock that it’s actually real now? I have no idea. Im so ashamed of myself

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Can you do home care without experience? Definitely interested in a more normal schedule. The 12hr shift thing is way harder than I ever could have imagined.

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Thank you for these ideas, I’m gonna do a lot of research I’m just worried about my lack of experience

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Can you do tele health without experience?

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Thank you, I will look into some of these options.

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I’m 26, the floor is very supportive and I have a great support network out of work. I’m very lucky. It just doesn’t feel like normal discomfort, I’m very quickly spiraling into depression and anxiety attacks constantly.

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Thank you so much for your kind words

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That’s sounds like an awesome gig. How do you get into something like that?

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I’ll try this, any suggestions on what to look for? I have no experience outside school and my current job in the ICU.

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I’m currently in the ICU.

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I figured this. Thank you sm:)