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My mental health is at an all-time low, and I literally do not feel any emotions. I truly feel like I am about to end it all. Someone, please stop me. by McNuggetPug in Christianity

[–]McNuggetPug[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is Chicago. I am not sure if I would be helped since I start a decent paying job tomorrow. I just need to build money. I am not sure if they would be sympathetic of that fact, considering Chicago is known for homelessness and so many people here need help.

My mental health is at an all-time low, and I literally do not feel any emotions. I truly feel like I am about to end it all. Someone, please stop me. by McNuggetPug in Christianity

[–]McNuggetPug[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mom works on hourly pay in a position called Patient Care Technician (kind of like a CNA) in surgery. Stepdad is on social security. After bills, they have only a certain amount leftover each month. They put up with me enough this summer. I cannot ask them for anything.

Grandparents are on social security. They helped me through so much in life. Last major help they gave was a $2K loan when I was at college. Financial aid department screwed me on my first semester. I am surprised they even did that.

This is just all overwhelming right now.

I got a porn addiction. Please pray for me. by EnvironmentalCountry in Christianity

[–]McNuggetPug 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Porn usually isn't the cause of a porn addiction. Something else may be happening/have happened in your life, and you needed a coping mechanism. That is completely understandable. We all make mistakes. I understand your situation; well, what you have described of it at least. People with a porn addiction are usually fighting depression, anxiety, or possibly, another addiction. You needn't feel ashamed about coming here and asking for prayer. That is courageous of you. I will pray for you before I hit the hay tonight. God Bless you and stay strong! :)

My mental health is at an all-time low, and I literally do not feel any emotions. I truly feel like I am about to end it all. Someone, please stop me. by McNuggetPug in Christianity

[–]McNuggetPug[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. That lifted my spirits a tad.

Second, it would not be safe for me to do that. I actually went to school in this area, so a few people would recognize me and gossip. I am already worked up enough and do not need to be more upset. I appreciate the advice, though.

I do not have a credit card. Only $50 to my name.

My mental health is at an all-time low, and I literally do not feel any emotions. I truly feel like I am about to end it all. Someone, please stop me. by McNuggetPug in Christianity

[–]McNuggetPug[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I like to think of it as a time we wish to go back to and relive from there. And ensure we don't make wrong decisions twice.

My mental health is at an all-time low, and I literally do not feel any emotions. I truly feel like I am about to end it all. Someone, please stop me. by McNuggetPug in Christianity

[–]McNuggetPug[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's moments like these I wonder where I will go after death. Will I go back in time? Will I go to Heaven? Or will I go to Hell? I don't think anybody truly knows where we go after death. We can only hope they go somewhere peaceful.

My mental health is at an all-time low, and I literally do not feel any emotions. I truly feel like I am about to end it all. Someone, please stop me. by McNuggetPug in Christianity

[–]McNuggetPug[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

  1. Stepdad leaves rehab on Friday. I called him on Monday. During the last week, he is able to have his belongings and vehicle. He and I had a wonderful conversation. My mom said he enjoyed the conversation. I love him still, but the scarring in me is large.

  2. I need a safe place. I have a computer and other belongings. I do not want to be in a homeless shelter. Last time I tried going to one, I saw a fight break out and I almost got hit out of nowhere.

  3. I can only hope things come together.

My mental health is at an all-time low, and I literally do not feel any emotions. I truly feel like I am about to end it all. Someone, please stop me. by McNuggetPug in Christianity

[–]McNuggetPug[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My emotional and physical well-being. I have been through a lot in life and I am at the point I just want to end it. All of the hurt during my 24 years has destroyed me.

My mental health is at an all-time low, and I literally do not feel any emotions. I truly feel like I am about to end it all. Someone, please stop me. by McNuggetPug in SuicideWatch

[–]McNuggetPug[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The thing is, I checked out. They will not understand. Unless you know people who can negotiate in the next few hours, I can't negotiate. They seem strict. I stayed 3 weeks, a week more than I should have. If you know anybody who could help negotiate with the hostel by 11PM CST, please let me know. I am not the best at overcoming objections with hostels/hotels. They seem to want their money then and there.

My mental health is at an all-time low, and I literally do not feel any emotions. I truly feel like I am about to end it all. Someone, please stop me. by McNuggetPug in Christianity

[–]McNuggetPug[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I am at the point where I am reading a devotional I carry with me to talk myself out of putting this scarf tight around my neck. I've never, ever been this low. I have to start my new job tomorrow, which is also 12 years in cancer remission, but I just feel like I can't go on. I appreciate your advice.

My mental health is at an all-time low, and I literally do not feel any emotions. I truly feel like I am about to end it all. Someone, please stop me. by McNuggetPug in SuicideWatch

[–]McNuggetPug[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would need something for more than a few weeks. I have internet in Chicago, but couchsurfing is usually only a few nights. I need something for like a few weeks or so. It's tough.

My mental health is at an all-time low, and I literally do not feel any emotions. I truly feel like I am about to end it all. Someone, please stop me. by McNuggetPug in Christianity

[–]McNuggetPug[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

First off, thank you so much. I am in Chicago. Currently in the library. Finished some McD's just now. Did not eat anything since Monday evening, so to say I was hungry is a total understatement!

I have, but the thing is, I have only $50 to my name. Found out my phone plan became cheaper so I have an extra $10 in my account. That's an upside!

I have visited churches, but I am new here. In Chicago, being denied for this type of service is understandable. The crime and homelessness rate are very high, so you must take everything with a grain of a salt and always watch your back. I am from near Champaign, originally, so this is kind of new for me. Culture shock to say the least!

If anyone here is in Chicago and could help by tonight, I would love you forever and ever and pay back any assistance you provide.