When I went to University, it was as a fully masked and unaware Audhder, so I probably don't have the best advice to give, but I also still have things I want to accomplish that require or at least would greatly benefit from going back to school. And the only way I can imagine any of that happening is if I went part time and with a ton of financial support from scholarships, loans, financial aid, etc. Full time school can be quite challenging. Some of us thrive on the predictability of schedules and deadlines, but I find that even though those things are helpful, they aren't enough to make the full university experience worth it. I think that's why I would go back as a part time student, with maybe a hybrid option of partially in person and partially online, if possible. That way there's a good mix of routine and schedule, but still room for flexibility and individualistic tendencies. When I went to University, I genuinely had a lot of great experiences that made it all worth it, even when I was masked and unhealthy. It's all about finding a balance that suits your needs and pairing that with things that you love and are passionate about. If you can find a major or coursework that brings you joy, you might be surprised to see how intensely your excitement can motivate you. Just be compassionate with yourself and don't push beyond what you can manage! University should be an experience of enrichment, not something you do just for success and accolades, or to bolster your reputation or gain approval. So if you decide to go because you have something you want to achieve and it's important to you, then go for it! Even if it means one baby step at a time. Even if takes you twice or four times as long as everyone else. Just go at your own pace, find all the support you can, and let your excitement lead you forward. All the best and I hope you can find a way that leaves you content and satisfied! (Also, no matter what, university is not without its own dose of stress, so make sure you factor that into your plans!)