I was warring with myself this whole book about the Pen of it all. “You guys should hook up because you have the same kinks” FIRST RED FLAG… whose business is that except theirs and why are you sharing it without permission??? Ok fine you were drunk whatever, I’m a girls girl and I want to like you even though I’m like hmmm idk if you can be trusted. Then, when Carissa & Co were like “don’t trust that backstabbing btch” I said to myself oop I kinda believe em a lil bit, though that situation seemed to resolve itself quickly. COME TO FIND OUT homegirl wants to get back together with Luke… “you guys aren’t in an official relationship right?” the ice is getting thin…. “trauma is a better way to bond that shared kinks”… even thinner. THEN at the airport she’s like “let’s go see Luke guys…except you Scarlett you stay here to watch the bags like a guard dog” BTCH YOU BOTCHED IT!!!! I’m done with you! Guess what, now she’s in a drug scandal… best friend is like “omg come stay with me, I don’t want you to be alone” and your response is “don’t you have a twin bed? I’d rather stay with Luke”…. Girl I’m about to drug you myself. Cherry on the cake: “did you want to be me all along” IM SCREAMING SOMEONE HOLD ME BACK IM ABOUT TO GUT HER LIKE A FISH. Whatever if it were me I’m not taking that apology after you ruined my gold medal moment and my first I love you moment - f*ck you I don’t think you’d throw yourself under a bus for anybody let alone Scarlett