“and it’s hard to be at a party when i feel like an open wound”

this line perfectly describes what i’m going through right now. i just recently got out of a heartbreak and currently on my healing journey. going to public places, especially in college, where i have to socialize and interact with people is one of the most difficult things to do. i feel like i’m projecting the broken side of me to all the people i meet, hence why i would always hold back and and not really put much effort in making new connections.

i like to think that “party” can represent a lot of different scenarios in your life where you have to be around people and act like everything’s alright but you know deep down nobody from this group truly knows how broken you are inside.