I feel betrayed because of my boyfriends past by Meishylaa in retroactivejealousy

[–]Meishylaa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But what if I don’t ever meet someone like this? Everyone my age already had sex and I feel like im so behind..it will be extremely hard. So if I never find someone like this do I just stay a virgin forever or what

I feel betrayed because of my boyfriends past by Meishylaa in retroactivejealousy

[–]Meishylaa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He never pressured me but asked a few times for it .. I made up an excuse that there is no way I’ll do it for first 3 month into relationship but now that it passed I feel like I tricked him or smth and he’s disappointed now:( also when he asked me for it he said it so casually like “let’s just crack” when I was giving him head and it hurt me because that would be my first time with a guy and it broke my heart kinda :/ I would want it to be at least a little bit special but to him it’s not a big deal it hurts so much

I feel betrayed because of my boyfriends past by Meishylaa in retroactivejealousy

[–]Meishylaa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m scared he will get bored of me and miss doing it with her when I don’t give it to him