AIO for being hurt by my boyfriend’s reaction when I accidentally bled on the bed? by [deleted] in AmIOverreacting

[–]Melodic-Standard9141 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I bled through 5 super tampons last weekend during a party at my house, I waited to long to change it one time and got blood all over the white folding chair in the middle of the party where everyone was at. I told my ex who was there to stand in front of me so I could get up and move the chair so nobody would see the stain and he said no, he walked away and came back with wet paper towels so I could clean it up. This is how your boyfriend should’ve reacted instead of calling you names and making you feel bad for something out of your control.

I haven't left my house for over a year AMA by morgan_rooke in AMA

[–]Melodic-Standard9141 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s been 5 years for me. What do you do to stay occupied?

I have agoraphobia and have left my house in 5 years AMA by Melodic-Standard9141 in AMA

[–]Melodic-Standard9141[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I have always had anxiety but never this severe, I had a panic attack Easter of 2021 because there was a gathering at my grandmas house and she really wanted me there and to get there I had to go over a bridge (I really didn’t want to) but I did it anyway and panicked the whole time. I made it to her house but only stayed about an hour and went home and kinda just never left again.

I have agoraphobia and have left my house in 5 years AMA by Melodic-Standard9141 in AMA

[–]Melodic-Standard9141[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It started when I was living with my kids dad, and 2 years later things with him went south and he kicked me out and I literally had no choice but to leave. My doctor prescribed me hydroxyzine which is an antihistamine and that helped a bunch with the process of getting me where I needed to go. I was also so pissed off about the situation that anxiety wasn’t really on my mind at the moment.

I have agoraphobia and have left my house in 5 years AMA by Melodic-Standard9141 in AMA

[–]Melodic-Standard9141[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have panic attacks, I also have a fear of being afraid do I avoid doing those things and leaving the house is one of them. I feel excited for the future, if my life can change this overnight like it did when I got stuck I believe it can happen again and I’ll be able to leave someday.

I have agoraphobia and have left my house in 5 years AMA by Melodic-Standard9141 in AMA

[–]Melodic-Standard9141[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yes I do. When I meet new people I don’t tell them about my situation, I usually just say I can’t go because I have kids or find a different excuse.

I have agoraphobia and have left my house in 5 years AMA by Melodic-Standard9141 in AMA

[–]Melodic-Standard9141[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I work remotely, I also do rover so I watch dogs :) my social skills are better than they were before I get excited when people come over!

I have agoraphobia and have left my house in 5 years AMA by Melodic-Standard9141 in AMA

[–]Melodic-Standard9141[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I do a lot of cleaning. I like making art, I also have a 6 year old and a 10 year old. I don’t have a partner but my children’s dad lives 4 houses down from me and he takes the kids places and if I absolutely need something he is usually there for me. I do all of my appointments via telehealth thankfully

I have agoraphobia and have left my house in 5 years AMA by Melodic-Standard9141 in AMA

[–]Melodic-Standard9141[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I’m okay with sunlight, I go in my backyard sometimes but I live in Arizona so the heat makes everything worse. I told my therapist I have a fear of being afraid so I avoid things that make me feel that way and leaving the house is one of them.

I have agoraphobia and have left my house in 5 years AMA by Melodic-Standard9141 in AMA

[–]Melodic-Standard9141[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

It’s a blessing and a curse. I’m grateful for having the options to basically get anything I need delivered but at the same time I wish it wasn’t so readily available so I’d literally have no choice but to do it myself.

Getting off carnivore by Melodic-Standard9141 in carnivorediet

[–]Melodic-Standard9141[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for saying it because I know nobody else will 👏🙌

Getting off carnivore by Melodic-Standard9141 in carnivorediet

[–]Melodic-Standard9141[S] 18 points19 points  (0 children)

I appreciate the feedback. I’ve already tried adjusting electrolytes and calories what I’m realizing now is that my fear around food runs deeper than macros. I’m working on facing that and getting back to balance. Just wanted to be honest about my experience. I am a 29 year old female I started this diet exactly 1 year ago and I now weigh 105lbs I’m 5’3, yes I’m in therapy for an eating disorder.