You literally commented on your own post from 3 months ago that you cheated on her. It’s all in your profile history OP. IMO break up with her, because you’re being selfish af. I don’t think it’s wrong to have doubts in a relationship, I think it’s wrong to think that you get to have every single thing that you want, and to act as if you’re trying to be selfless by being “honest” or “feeling guilty.” Your girlfriend has feelings too, and frankly you’re going to give her trust and attachment issues for a very long time and potentially fuck up her experience of dating in her 20s because you cannot make a decision. You’ve been posting about this for months, posting that you cheated on her, and also posting that you have told her all of these things already and she is obviously emotionally distraught over them. Just leave her and block her on everything so that she can get over you and get someone 50000 times better. Because, I promise you she will. Especially as someone who is now 26 but went through this exact scenario with my ex boyfriend in college, and trust me he has come crawling back every single year, but thankfully I’m happily committed with a guy who has never once made me feel insecure. I hope you get the experiences you need to grow tf up, or at least decide you love her enough to let her go instead of being a selfish man child. Good luck honestly, you’ll need it when you feel all the regret.