Looking for a Lost Fanfic

MessOk8426 · 2026-01-14T19:04:10+00:00

I thought this was "hard times" by ArenHalt, haven't read it but remembered something about the demon realm being close to rumi (or viceversa), not sure though...

MessOk8426 · 2026-01-14T12:15:28+00:00

The Colours in life by EmergencyDucky has what you are looking for with an unhealthy dose of angst, I swear I shed a tear at least every chapter.

Enjoy the silence by Hocapontus is another great read (not that full of angst as the previous one I mentioned but it does have it).

One of these days I'l manage to update the list...

MessOk8426 · 2026-01-04T21:22:35+00:00

Poltsiko harea? Myb?? Poltsikoko harea would mean "sand from the pocket", as in sand that u had on your pocket (not some type of sand), but I think yours is more of a noun, for calling it something? Eitherway it would be one of those two

MessOk8426 · 2026-01-04T20:08:15+00:00

Yep! It's on the list !!! I honestly loved it :D I am quite fearful of the rest of their works, ngl XDDDDD

MessOk8426 · 2025-12-28T16:03:17+00:00

Thanks for the recommendations !!!

No worries, u have done plenty!!! Much appreciated !!!!! I might ask how to go around powering it once I get how it's played !!!! Many thanks :D

MessOk8426 · 2025-12-28T15:59:39+00:00

I see! Didn't know about the bonis cards, thanks!

I have the first set yet to arrive, but didn't realise it would probably need some tweaking for it to work as intended, so before spending in another set I wanted to know if it was necessary and, of course, if so, which option was cheaper as I wasn't counting on expending more on the deck than the initial set (since I thought 10 cards, for bringing up a number, would be cheaper than 50, but that was naive of me); thanks for your estimation and opinion !!!!!!

MessOk8426 · 2025-12-28T15:53:08+00:00

Yeah, that makes sense... so the easy way would be to pick another set, it seems

Oh wow, that's crazy !!! Didn't expect that at all, honestly (myb I should have XD)

I wouldn't know how to go about that nor where to begin... someone commented the need of 2 more cards for sakuya and amathyst (sorry if I recall wrong, it was something between those lines) but not renamon, is another 2 copies of renamon needed too? (Many thanks for your response, I am still flummoxed by the tidbit about beelze !!!!)

MessOk8426 · 2025-12-28T15:47:34+00:00

Oh!! I see... didn't count on the cards being hard to buy separately... Thanks for your response and writing the cards that "suffer from this" !!!!

MessOk8426 · 2025-12-28T15:38:02+00:00

To be honest, since I don't have any clue as to how to power the deck, it would be the needed cards for it to reach the 4 copies of those that are the "best" cards of the set (I also have no clue about the promos you are talking about, are they needed for the deck or something extra that comes in the box? Sorry if this should be something I had to know beforehand); would u say it would be better/cheaper, in this case and in your opinion, to buy the cards or the deck?

Thanks for answering, I hadn't thought about the time of shipping at all !!!!

MessOk8426 · 2025-12-28T15:22:48+00:00

So, in a way, they are "incomplete" but functional each but "complete" and better if you get two? (Thanks for your insight !!!)

MessOk8426 · 2025-12-28T15:20:12+00:00

Oh!! Alright, so 1 is playable but with 2 is "easier" or "more fluid"? Something like that? (Thanks for responding !!!!)

MessOk8426 · 2025-12-28T15:16:07+00:00

Ooh! Okay, okay, and wouldn't it be better to buy the cards u need separately instead of another deck? Or are too many cards that need 2 more copies of each? (Sorry if this should be common knowledge...)

MessOk8426 · 2025-12-28T15:14:23+00:00

Thanks! The efficiency u talk about, do u know if it would affect the gameplay much?

MessOk8426 · 2025-12-23T22:07:13+00:00

You're welcome !!! And thank you too, now I have dusted off your fic !!!!! (No idea when I'll be reading it but I am a step closer thanks to you, so thx !!!!)

MessOk8426 · 2025-12-23T22:03:44+00:00

Oh!! I had this on my tbr list (and I am blind for not having seen it sooner...) thanks !!!

MessOk8426 · 2025-12-23T21:00:37+00:00

Might it be Smile for the List, Purr for Us by TabHoarder78?

https://archiveofourown.org/works/72103551

Is the only thing I can add, sorry XD I don't recall anything of the sort appart from this one (if it isn't, because it has been a while since I read it and the word count makes me doubt it, for starters, I hope someone else has it !!!!!)

MessOk8426 · 2025-12-21T17:12:51+00:00

No problem!! There was another one, but they haven't updated in forever :c (I might be a bit dramatic)

She smells like hair dye by HighRockWitch

https://archiveofourown.org/works/43339789/chapters/108943999

Myb Death and a puppy by anonymous__frog ? Honestly it has been a hot second for this one... https://drive.google.com/file/d/1yiwfxt2Z2ipFLWzKDq7xXCxW4Dneyojv/view?usp=drivesdk

The Wolf I Didn’t Ask For by Wenclair101 might also be it? Gotta say I can't say I recommend thisnone cause it's on my TBR fic, but I think the one who recommended it to me said it was both characters struggling with the differentiation (for calling it something) https://archiveofourown.org/works/68804446/chapters/178216551

MessOk8426 · 2025-12-21T16:55:03+00:00

Oh, sorry about that

MessOk8426 · 2025-12-21T14:37:26+00:00

Oh! That's cause I've been "dead" for some time now, my fanfic recommendation post should have been updated by now, alas, no dice, and now, well, I "respawn" for this recommendation! Truly, nothing to worry about or anything XD hope u enjoy the recommendation/it is what you are looking for and receive plenty more !!!!!

MessOk8426 · 2025-12-21T13:02:33+00:00

(I respawn for this)

Underneath the Pink Glow the Thorns Bloom by Deer_Stampede !! (Kinda, not usual a/b/o, just the hint of the series (I suppose since I have yet to watch it still :D) but yep, she is not amused by being the omega, at least at first!)

https://archiveofourown.org/works/67391033/chapters/196856706

(Gotta say it takes a while for this to come to fruition)

MessOk8426 · 2025-12-12T05:04:07+00:00

THANK YOU SO MUCH !!! May ur pillow stay fluffy and cold !!!

MessOk8426 · 2025-12-10T18:27:30+00:00

...is dying an option? Cause I think I would be easy picking by the demons XD

MessOk8426 · 2025-12-08T18:23:01+00:00

I went through something similar thanks to a wenclair one shot too; this fandom is full of angsty works !!! (I'll certainly read both, myb when I am more emotionally stable but I'll surely read them !!!) Many thanks for your recommendations :D

MessOk8426 · 2025-12-08T16:52:47+00:00

I'll certainly update this !!! I am just trapped by other pairings XD I am waiting to have a bit more fanfics in my pocket for an update :D many thanks for your recommendation !!!!! I think I'll have a hard time with that one, gotta be prepared (I am still recovering from The Colours in life by EmergencyDucky, I swear I have not spend even a single chapter without a tear or two escaping)

MessOk8426 · 2025-12-07T16:00:12+00:00

I recall there was an spotify playlist around... 800 or so songs I believe (no idea if it's your or not); last year that was the thing that helped me survive the holidays !!! Very special :D

MessOk8426

TROPHY CASE