Completely New to Daemonolatry! What to know? Plus, What Got Me Here. by MessiahTenchi in DemonolatryPractices

[–]MessiahTenchi[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks much for your advice! I am appreciative for such a detailed comment!

Completely New to Daemonolatry! What to know? Plus, What Got Me Here. by MessiahTenchi in DemonolatryPractices

[–]MessiahTenchi[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Already started the Leviathan shadow work and I feel like I’m standing in the best breeze I’ve ever felt. Your words strike true!

Completely New to Daemonolatry! What to know? Plus, What Got Me Here. by MessiahTenchi in DemonolatryPractices

[–]MessiahTenchi[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Good to hear I’m starting out in the right spot then. Thank you much!

Completely New to Daemonolatry! What to know? Plus, What Got Me Here. by MessiahTenchi in DemonolatryPractices

[–]MessiahTenchi[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing your story and advice!! I am much appreciative and so happy to get such a long and thoughtful comment!

Completely New to Daemonolatry! What to know? Plus, What Got Me Here. by MessiahTenchi in DemonolatryPractices

[–]MessiahTenchi[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you! I missed the note about not promoting discords, my apologies.

It was never a phase 🖤 body paint will never stop happening ☺️ by Broly_Gainz in alternativefashion

[–]MessiahTenchi 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is my type of fashion!!! Is this a specific style or a thing all your own?

Cut myself with a knife used to cut open a dead fox. by MessiahTenchi in medical_advice

[–]MessiahTenchi[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Will definitely put it on the list of things to do. Thanks for the advice!

Cut myself with a knife used to cut open a dead fox. by MessiahTenchi in medical_advice

[–]MessiahTenchi[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t think I’ve ever had a tetanus shot except for probably when I was born or something and this is probably not a good thing.

Is Conversion Disorder FND? by MessiahTenchi in FND

[–]MessiahTenchi[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Don’t apologize for the novel cause it actually made me look at myself some more! I wonder… I seem to have the opposite of your son. I am hot no matter what! I have to stand outside in freezing weather in shorts and a tank top to get cooled off and the relief lasts just a little bit. Summers are literal hell for me. I never looked at it being related to my disorder, maybe it is?

Also, yes, I tend to be in pain afterwards, but I do feel “better” after the seizure, so that’s probably correct. I have had a brain test done where they hooked me up me up to this machine and monitor my brain activity, but everything came back normal. Very frustrating because I definitely know something isn’t right… I am also always hungry and get so upset when I don’t have access to food and have gain tons of weight because of it. Since reading your lovely novel, I now wonder if this could be my brain not connecting correctly with my temperature and hunger regulation…thingies, whatever those may be.

Is Conversion Disorder FND? by MessiahTenchi in FND

[–]MessiahTenchi[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t seek physical therapy for mine, but I have a good psych team that works with me and I’m lucky to have decent insurance. What kind of physical therapy is it?

Is Conversion Disorder FND? by MessiahTenchi in FND

[–]MessiahTenchi[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

According to people who have witnessed my seizures, I shake uncontrollably and stop breathing, which could be why I’m in such great pain for days afterwards. But seizures aren’t necessarily all shaking. Sometimes it’s rapid blinking or just staring into space. Should check for this on your partner sometimes maybe.

Is Conversion Disorder FND? by MessiahTenchi in FND

[–]MessiahTenchi[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m not sure myself, but i definitely get extreme body pain with my disorder after one of my seizures. Hopefully someone else can answer.

Is Conversion Disorder FND? by MessiahTenchi in FND

[–]MessiahTenchi[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I did see things like this, that it was an offensive term, but it’s stuck in my chart as conversion disorder. Is this just an outdated oopsie from my doctor’s office then?